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Turning over a new leaf

I think my arguing thing is about expended.  It was always an outgrowth of anxiety, and I’m beginning to deal very effectively with that trauma based anxiety.

I don’t know if I will post less on here, but it seems unlikely I will post more, and I may well stop for a while.  Dunno.  Feeling it out as I go.  I never do well making promises in any event.  If nobody but me is hurt if I don’t keep them, then fuck me.  It’s not a great philosophy, I will admit, but shit we don’t all wake up in life having figured it all out, either.  Some of us muddle, stumble, ramble and roam, and finally get to the end of the road and don’t have a fuck where we are.

I guess being lost is a skill, in that you can get used to it, and in any event being lost is more or less a prerequisite for going places you have never been and don’t have a map for.

There are, to be sure, lots of maps out there, but most of them are bullshit.  If you have not figured that out yet, pay closer attention.