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Artemesinin

I don’t know who reads this blog, or how many, but I am going to put this question to the world, again: why am I not seeing any studies on Artemesinin?  I know there is a focus among the sane and decent on Ivermectin, but Ivermectin access remains curtailed in much of the world, and the whores of Big Pharma have done what they were paid to do, which is run a smear campaign against it.

The herb from which Artemesinin is formulated is apparently plentiful, and grows wild in many places.  Amazon has a dozen offerings to choose from, and presumably has had for many years.  It is not and to my knowledge never has been an herb, at least, which required a prescription of any sort.  It’s like buying Turmeric (which also seems to help with COVID).

To my eye, there are a few heroes out there, and plenty of Keystone Cops.  I don’t honestly understand, really, how we are being so fucking stupid in 2021.  Cowardice and corruption are the obvious candidates, but it seems even worse than that.

 

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A few of the COVID claims I want to make

Particularly as concerns KIDS.  KIDS.  5-12 years old.  Who are being forced to wear masks whose long term emotional effects cannot be good.

No informed person can say masks protect kids, and few informed people would claim they protect their (whiny and opposite of heroic) teachers.  Sweden did the experiment: not ONE student or teacher died in a year of instruction with no masks.

The VERY BEST case scenario is that mask wearing is not damaging the psyches of most kids, but do you really think that is true?

1. The risk to people under the age of 25 or so–a case could be made for 35–is nearly zero.  All of the deaths in this demographic, as near as we can tell from the poorly presented numbers from the CDC, came with major comorbidities like cancer and severe existing respiratory illness.
2. Messenger RNA takes healthy cells and turns them into spike proteins, against which the body mounts an immune response.
3. Evidence is good that this mRNA spreads throughout the body, which is in contrast to a traditional vaccination, in which the pathogen stays in the shoulder.
4. Death rates plummet with early treatment, with many doctors reporting zero, or near zero, deaths with early treatment using safe drugs and vitamins.
5. Natural immunity is better than injection induced immunity.  Many studies now exist showing that natural immunity is particularly better against the Delta variant.
6. A Nobel Laureate–Luc Montagnier–is claiming that Antibody Dependent Enhancement is a likely outcome of the widespread use of injections which do not confer full immunity.  This can mean both that a stronger bug evolves, and that individual immune systems get weaker.
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Ionophore

I think it is the editors of the Oxford English Dictionary, which is updated annually, who propose the “word of the year”.  I may be wrong.

But I myself will propose “Ionophore”, as used in the phrase “Zinc Ionophore” as the word of 2021.

The logic of treatment for COVID–and most likely other diseases like the flu–is to get zinc into the cells.  You need a way to do it.  That way is a Zinc Ionophore.

Quercetin does it tolerably well.  Ivermectin and HCQ do it much better.

If freedom and truth survive, there will need to be some global soul searching as to how all this was enabled.

I personally think there needs to be a sort of Nuremburg Trial for crimes which in most cases likely EXCEED those of the Nazis, in terms of death and misery.  I think people need to be tried, convicted, and hung by the neck until dead.  I mean this literally.  No exaggeration.  I will likely hate myself afterwards, but I would pull the lever.

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Thought

I think many people control their own anxiety by controlling other people.

Logically, depersonalization will lead to externalization, and the behavior of others become conflated with one’s own behavior.  If you cannot feel your own Self, then confusing your own emotions with those of others is easy.

Interestingly, to me, I can see the residue of this being done to me.

If true power is mastery of the self, then incomplete and fake, ersatz, power comes from mastering others through fear and manipulation.  Such power does not in the end buy lasting or deep peace.

I am speaking out loud here.  I think there is something here, but feel free to doubt me.

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Some thoughts on a beautiful, rainy and cold, Fall day

If you wanted to drive a people insane, you would deprive them of time and silence.

To deprive them of time, denude the value of their labor by devaluing the currency, slowly, and imperceptibly, as indeed has obviously happened.  Even Milton Friedman accepted a slow erosion of the currency, but in reality, in a just society, the value of money would steadily increase, and our wealth would have increased vastly more than it has, for all but the connected few driving all this.  As a general principle, the bank’s gain is a loss for the rest of us.  If there is a villain in our system, it is the banks, not the creators and risk takers who get labeled “Capitalists”.

To deprive people of silence, push and fund every possible source of noise, and ideally get people addicted to noise as a distraction from the pain brought on by lack of time.

Then, to weaponize the madness you have created, blame everyone but the real culprits.  For otherwise mostly sane people who have tools like religion and community to keep up, more or less, create enemies who seem to present an existential threat, such as terrorists.  For those on the border between sanity and insanity, blame the System itself, without ever mentioning those who create and control the money supply.

And why would anyone want to do this?  They are insane, too.  They are merely trying to drag the world down with them.  They are the rats in Utopia, who have lost the will to live, to procreate, to create, and in the end any residual sense of self and purpose.

 

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The purpose of being is being.  I think often about what it may like to be an infinite, immortal soul.  What is it like, to live 100,000 years, and know it is only a small drop in the endless expanse of time?

Even in a beautiful universe, is ennui–or something like it–impossible?  I wonder.  And as an immortal being, how would you commit suicide?  Amnesia, that is how.  Perhaps we all chose to forget:  something.

I get and value Victor Zammit’s weekly newsletter.  In some of the channeled sources they speak often of service as a purpose of life.  But I wonder: if we created utopia, what then?  If being needed is a purpose of life, then imperceptibly people would begin enabling, on an unconscious level, the problems of others.  Call it spiritual codependence.

It seems more accurate to me to feel that service–helping, caring, carrying and teaching–is an outcome of a spirit which exists in its being, which feels the connections between all of us.

But the purpose of being is being.  To exist, and to expand within ourselves what is beautiful.  That is the main and best form of service.

Wisdom, perhaps most commonly, is leaving people to their own suffering, and their own overcoming of suffering.  And if someone needs a helping hand out of a ditch, give it to them.  Animals in general do not worry about other animals, but there are many videos out there of them helping each other.  I watched one the other day of an elephant helping a man out of a river.  Another, of a goat protecting a chicken from a hawk.  Dogs helping dogs.

But death comes to us all.  I was looking yesterday at a wooded area, and it is filled with both life and death.  Trees, alive, but going to sleep for the winter, but also dead trees, rotting, feeding other life forms.  Animals, likewise, that died one day because it was their time, feeding bacteria and fungi.

And I felt that death is as beautiful in its own way as life.  It is a completion.  We are born into this world, we live, and then we leave this world.  This is just one arena, one place.  We come in, we play a game, and then the buzzer goes off, and it is time to move on, to go back to wherever we came from.

And it is impossible to live without enduring pain, and causing pain.  If even plants have feelings–and I think Cleve Backster, among others, clearly showed that in their own way they do–then we literally cannot maintain a pulse without inflicting at least temporary pain on living creatures.

I suppose we could try and live on apples and grapes and nuts and other things which, when harvested, do not kill anything, but it is worth asking if that is desirable or necessary.

Death is a defining feature of all life at this level.  It will be my turn one day too.  And all life is born able to endure death.  Obviously, we can’t avoid it, but I am making a higher point: we all feel it the moment we are born.  It is my destiny, and that of a cow, and a rabbit and chicken.

This means some cruelty, on some level, is a part of life too, but if not expanded radically, if minimized as much as possible, then it is consistent with the laws of this world, which we did not create.

I would posit that all life on some level chose to be here, to live within the constraints of this game.

And if you look at something like the Squid Game, it is perhaps for many equal parts horror and revelation.  We are so disconnected from the core realities of life.  Few people die at home any more, and in America at least we spend enormous sums of money, and expend enormous effort, buying weeks and months for people who in another time would most likely have died much more peacefully and naturally.

Few talk about it, but this is one very real problem with American healthcare in particular.  Something like a quarter or more of our money goes to this extension of life at all costs.  It is of course very profitable for Big Pharma, which is most likely a big reason it happens.

But if I define sanity as “peace within Truth”, then for our world to expand into generalized sanity–which is the core task of our time–we need to speak the truth, and accept it.

That is of course what I try to do every day.

Even if we build machines that somehow preserve some aspect of human consciousness, will they be eternal?  Do we WANT them to be eternal?  I would assert there is peace in death, too, particularly if we accept the overwhelming preponderance of scientific evidence that some part of us continues on.  To what, for what: we don’t really know.

It is reasonable to suppose, though, that the universe has an order, that we can find tranquility accepting that order, and simply take things as they come, which will always be in a Moment.  We flow, and there is no reason not to enjoy the ride, even when it hurts.

How is this: accepted necessary pain is limitations leaving the body.

Put another way: to expand into the joy and peace which is our natural birthright, we have to stop clinging to what is small and trivial and fleeting.  Each in their own way, all the authentic spiritual traditions teach this.

And at root, what is Satanism–and I think something that may as well be called that underlies the globally coordinated activities doing so much to destroy the peace and prosperity of humanity–but an effort to build a world within fear?  Fear rejecting Truth?  Face rejecting, soul rejecting clinging?  To live as an island in an endless river, never at peace, never at rest, fighting, fighting fighting?

If you reject death, would it not be possible to become addicted to it?  We cling to what we don’t accept and process.  There are many gates we must pass through, and I could see the very rich, particularly, being much too large to pass through that gate.  They have more to lose than most of us, and so they lose everything.

Lao Tzu taught several thousand years ago that only by losing do we truly gain.  I promise you are there are many, many, many people living in huts with dirt floors, for whom hunger is a continual threat, who have vastly more than Bill Gates, George Soros and the Rothschilds put together.

This is emotional logic.  This is speaking to the content of an average day.  The Four Greats are also the four true forms of wealth in this world: Joy, Compassion, Love and Tranquility.  Everything else is a distraction, a mirage, an illusion, wasted time.

An honest life is simple but difficult.  A dishonest life is also difficult, but very complicated.  Lies beget lies, and soon you are lost, and then forget that you are lost, at which point life becomes burdensome, and an endless effort to deflect while trying to maintain some sense of balance, which has been made impossible by the lack of a stable reference point.  It is falling, falling, falling, and trying to resist the falling.

Life has rules.  Every bookstore on the planet has at least a few texts describing them, and every culture which has survived has developed some iteration of them.  There are countless ways to be approximately right, to be good enough.

And I will repeat the old line that courage is the only reliable path to every other possible virtue, which is to say, to every other form of stability, connection, and purpose.

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Random observation

For some time when I was younger I thought it would be cool to be a bartender, because you get to listen to people’s stories.  That never materialized for me.  Whatever work I found was not in bars.

But the reality is that just drinking in bars, you will still hear a lot of stories, and you can actually focus, since in reality most bartenders are busy.

Just in the past week I’ve heard at least half a dozen crazy stories.  People tell me things, because I have no shame admitting I’m half crazy too.  Especially when I’m drinking, I don’t judge anyone (within broad limits: if anyone ever tells me they hurt a child that is a line).  Anyone talking to me is completely safe.  And I focus.  When I listen, you are the rock star, and it’s not an act.

You know what the root of misanthropy is?  Feeling disconnected, and like everyone hates you, or is judging you.

I watch human beings, and all I see is logic.

LOL.  I mean that sincerely though.  You, yourself, are logical, even when you are at your most crazy.  There is a reason, an emotional reason, and looked at carefully, it makes perfect sense.  No one ever does anything that does not make sense to them.

The task I have set myself is to have committed every sin–at some level, which is an important qualifier–that I may see in anyone else.  Then I can SEE.  I will not be blind.  And whatever I have done, I need not cling to or stay with.

Can I say love is remembrance?  Yes, apparently I can.

 

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True? Not true? Somewhat or sometimes true?

Honest laughter is shame leaving the body.

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Bon mot

Rage never built anything.

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Artificial worlds

I just realized why I blog so much, and write so much generally: I am creating worlds within which the world makes sense.  I am creating artificial worlds, logical worlds, mathematical worlds, where A leads to B in an organic way, and everything interacts harmoniously.

This, as a sort of dissociative reaction to my own inner and continual turmoil.  The klaxon is always sounding, but I find peace in making rational arguments and saying what I have every reason to believe are intelligent things.  It softens everything.  It helps.  It is a balm of sorts.

And it is a driven balm.  I am not just tempted by these other worlds, but in no small measure regularly pushed into them.  I will find myself in existential doubt about some concrete task I need to complete–as indeed at this very moment–and find myself at the computer typing something or other.

I am getting very small, very momentary, fragments of relaxation.  And it feels really, really good.  My task at the present is figuring out how to integrate these moments into my overall emotional ecology as it has evolved under varied and often conflicting pressures.

It is an interesting task.

But I will comment generally that I think much of human life consists in this.  I think we NEED it, and that it is natural for all of us.  I push it too far, but that does not mean it has no place.

Rituals of all sorts are an alternative world.  Games–sports–are alternative worlds.  In a game the rules can be obeyed perfectly.  There is someone RIGHT THERE to enforce them.  Life is often not at all like that, and countless unpunished crimes of all sorts, from rudeness and thoughtlessness up to murder, happen every day.

Religion itself is a sort of alternative world too.  It consists in ideas about things we cannot in general perceive for ourselves.

The path home, though, consists in existing fully in the present, and learning to see what had been invisible, and feel what had existed in cold, cold ice.

And I might put it this way: our alternative worlds are always poor simulations of Reality.  We sense what is out there, but have a hard time finding our way back.  I don’t know why.  If we are honest, none of us REALLY know what all this is about, or where we are going.

This can be a source of terror, or curiosity and delight.  And no doubt the whole thing is much better if we relax, and stop trying to impose demands on a world which rarely accepts them, and almost never without hard work on our part.

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Uneffingbelievable

https://trendingpolitics.com/the-mystery-man-ag-garland-wont-deny-was-a-fed-inciting-jan-6-rioters-was-scrubbed-from-fbi-most-wanted-list-knab/

Here is a fresh cup of the sort of coffee I make myself.
The big guy, filmed wandering around and telling people “we need to go INTO the Capital” the day before, on Jan. 5th, has a name, which is Ray Epps.
You would think that, if they are arresting people who were merely PRESENT, that they would have a hard-on for this guy.
No, as it turns out, he won’t be arrested, has been purged from the Most Wanted List, and is likely to be forgotten officially.
To his credit, Thomas Massie asked Garland if Federal agents were present at the rally.  He refused to answer.
Conclusion? THE GUY IS A FUCKING FED. We have VIDEO of a Federal Agent telling protesters to breech the Capital.
And if there was one, there were two, right? If there were two, there were likely several dozen.
This is worse than entrapment. I don’t even know the word. It is CRIMINAL, certainly, particularly given how they are treating protesters who broke nothing and hurt no one like political prisoners. One man has already died in custody.
IT IS TIME FOR AMERICANS TO WAKE UP. This system is rigged and corrupt.