Anyway, some things that came out that I can’t tell if they are deep or not. I’m going to post them anyway.
1) Even with super-speed, you cannot recall words once you have spoken them. Choose carefully.
2) Take the initials of your first and last name and make opposites using words starting with those letters. For John I get Joy and jumpiness. Now make a circle with them. You alternate between them. Sometimes you are joyous, sometimes nervous.
Now contemplate that this distinction is artificial, and that neither ever exists in pure form, and that by using words, you have already limited your experience.
Smith: Sonorous and Succinct. Are these opposites? Well, I just made them opposites. I alternate between pleasing, languid, flowing words, and terseness and a laconic spirit. I make a circle, and move through both. I choose to value being Sonorous, and regret lapsing into succinctness. I speak and speak and speak and Oh how wonderful the words I have to say.
And some part of me says “fuck this.”
There is something interesting in this perceptual process. There are countless tools for learning, and this seems to be one useful for subverting the tendency of mind to think dualistically. Maybe.