I just suddenly got tired of dealing with anger and hate. Since agitation drives much of what I post, I may post less. I’m usually lying when I say that, but there has been a large phase shift in me.
Again, it may be this lunar eclipse. It is a good time to clear out violent, warlike energy, which I have had in spades all my life. It makes it hard to think clearly. It is true I can think clearly on some topics, but not on myself, not on who I am, not on how people see me, and what opportunities for connection and happiness I am missing.