I had a couple pretty major, for me, insights last week. But I am holding them for some reason. I don’t know why.
I saw a demon again last night, but this time it was somewhere else. I was on its turf. And for the first time ever, I realized it was afraid of me. The second time I told it to leave, it did.
When I get through all this–and I will, believe me, because I don’t quit, even if I sometimes pause, sometimes quake in fear, sometimes avoid movement for a long time–nothing will shake me for long.
This is my apprenticeship. It’s a long apprenticeship, because there is both a lot to learn, and because much of it has to be invented by me to conform to this unique time and circumstance. But I will get through.
I should have a couple interesting posts this week, when I feel ready.