Most of us, most of the time, and at all ages, when we speak of “life”, or “the world”, or “people”, are channeling emotional tones we assimilated–by osmosis more or less, since this was the milk in which we swam and floated–from our childhood homes, particularly from our mothers, but also from all other individuals who had an influence, which would include those of both a present and an absent father. Gaps have feelings too. Absences can become abscesses, hidden in the dark.
Commission and omission. Most people see the first easily enough, but it takes time and patience and observation and contemplation to feel the second.
Everything you need to be a complete human being is there. The parts and pieces are lying on the floor. They await an organizing wind, and light, and attention.
It remains a source of wonder to me how emotionally stupid you have to be to embrace most of the Left wing cult, how cold, how distant, how nascently cruel, how loveless and uncaring.
If the world looks to you like violence and oppression, reread my first paragraph. It is likely YOU are the perpetuation of something which could and should stop, stop soon, and stop with you.
Be the firewall; be the impenetrable barrier that you lacked. Stop the flow of death from one Life Chamber to the next.
Do what you can with what you have, do it now, do it here, and do it as well as you can.