It occurs to me most of us have one way of moving in the world, as our “posture”, or what Moshe Feldenkrais more comprehensively called our “acture”, and another posture hidden within our selves. Part of healing–really, I think most or all of it–is learning on a feeling level who you are, and part of that is connecting with your relationship with your body when you are not having to fool people so they dont attack you, or so it feels to some of us.
When I am not an inflated pufferfish, or activated porcupine, who am I? Where would I rest, if I could?