And I will add, perhaps pretentiously–I don’t know how I come across, since I have no feedback–that I think many people who claim they are “spiritually accomplished” have not hit first base yet. The world is simply filled with imbeciles.
No: the world is filled with confused people, con artists, and psychopaths. And we’re all lonely, even those who pretend otherwise.
I may just wake up one day. That’s the goal.
I have said for years that I am capable of 12 cylinder performance, but limited to 4. I think I’m up to six. That means I can do twice as well as I’m doing. That sounds about right. I believe that.
I FEEL my stupidity. That is not false humility. I have no one to impress. That is what I feel. I am limited, dampened, stupidified.