Author: White Whale
Self comforting
First idea, which is a big one. Yesterday, I got up, did my stretching, did my lacrosse balls . . .
[I need to do another post on them–hell, I may not: get 3 lacrosse balls, duct tape two together, and the smallest soccer ball you can find. Use the single lacrosse ball on your traps, by leaning into the ball on a wall until it hurts. Hold until it gets soft. Repeat in another tight spot. Do it on your shoulders, lats, chest (theres a spot just under your collar bone that will be interesting), your feet, your hips. Then lay on it, with no weight at first, then after a few sessions whatever you can stand–I use a 40 lb. weight vest–and just find the tender spots, and stay with it till it gets soft. The double ball you put on your spine, starting in your lower back. Do a crunch of sorts, or whatever it takes to get weight on it. Do many positions, and work your way up your spine. Use the soccer ball for your hip flexors and upper thigh. Doing this work, you will likely notice many memories and images popping up spontaneously. I suspect that most people keep tension in some spots for years, even decades, and releasing it causes perhaps not accurate memories, but ones evocative of something long ago].
. . .then my Kum Nye exercises (I like to scent the room with rose essential oil. Yes, I am heterosexual, decidedly so. No, I do not have a satchel or a hairdresser.). I was going to do some pushups and pilates, but decided to lay down again. Some inner voice told me to. As I lay sleeping/dozing, it hit me that there is a part of our brains which cannot tell the difference between TV and reality, with the result that many of us treat the real world, unconsciously, as a somewhat inferior version of TV. This spot is right in the middle of our existence.
The importance of this, I realized, is that existence is interactive, whereas artificial reality is not. I realized this driving into a sunrise, and realized that for perhaps the first time ever I felt a PART of the scene in front of me. It was not external to me. The sun saw me even as I saw it, in some weird way. We were connected. I was a part of the context in a deep way of everything in front of me, in much the same way we are told Native Americans and other cultures looked at reality. Those trees, those clouds: they are not fully “out there”.
TV dulls this. Even books dull this. Both act as intermediaries to experience. Both give out, but do not return. And I think living in either kills or numbs some part of our spirit.
Second point: there is a violence in abstraction. I have said this before, but as I contemplate it, reason itself consists in removing oneself from “flows” like water. It consists in trying (I say “it”, and have in mind common sense–but in my view flawed–conceptions as iterated in modern scientism and socialism) to make all the currents of life stop, so they can be catalogued and analyzed. It is like drying the ocean to see what is in it.
This is the emotional reaction Scientistic apostles have to RESEARCH, concrete empirical data that suggest the primacy of connection. of flow, and the illusory nature of object-hood. It destroys their whole conceit.
It is sometimes logical to be illogical. Specifically, what I have in mind is the NEED for emotional release, to sometimes allow oneself to completely lose control in whatever promptings are suggested in an ecstatic trance. We have to balance the so-called Apollonian with the Dionysian. I have said the before, but never seen it so clearly. Quite literally, an overabundance of detachment leads to attachment. Releasing emotional barriers is CONDUCIVE to the effective use of reason, and not at all an impediment to it.
I have in mind, of course, AT LEAST Grof Holotropic Breathwork, which is a time and space delimited experience that facilitates the eruption of whatever is truly deeply on your mind. You can choose to attend. You can choose to start, choose to stop. You can attend once, or many times. It is up to you. But the experience is easy to induce, and should in my view become an integral part of any future global culture.
On that note, I did want to note that I have been searching for an alternative word to anarchy, since as all self proclaimed anarchists will tell you, they don’t want chaos. I am of course sympathetic to the aim, even if most of them have done something close to no thinking as to how to bring it about. To my mind, it is self evident that as the morality of a group or nation improves, the need for governance decreases. So the logical task is to prevent the fucking bastards in the Academy and Wall Street from ruining our planet, while working to build increased moral virtue across the land.
Then I realized I already have the word: Telearchy. That will work for a group of people of any size who have a shared goal, which I have repeatedly suggested ought to be qualitative joy, although eudaimonia would work well as well.
Finally, since I have drinking to do and just realized my brain is full, I wanted to comment on the importance of curiosity. As I realized yesterday, the HABIT of being interested is in itself something which will keep anyone, no matter their metaphysics or quality of their philosophy, moving forward. Curiosity is reaching out to the world, touching it, interacting with it. And as I noted several (some number) posts ago, when we reach out to the world through the sensations of interest and pleasure, we are reaching out to God through His creation.
If you eat a good meal and truly savor it with curiosity and attention, that is worship, in my view. And it doesn’t need to be a simple meal. Why not a great meal? But my point is that a truly curious person, someone truly interacting with the whole of their perceptual being with their world, would also be able to enjoy a simple meal too. I just want to note that I don’t think God has any desire to deny us pleasure on this earth, if we enjoy it with gratitude.
I will add as well that this whole concept of “mindfulness” works in concept, but it has never worked in reality for me. You know, the whole “wash the dishes mindfully, etc.” I can’t do it. What I CAN do is enjoy the work, and in particular enjoy doing the work well and efficiently. But there is nothing wrong with getting a broom that feels good in your hands, or selecting a very pleasant dish soap, or tableware you enjoy looking at, etc.
That is about half of what went on in my head today. I just can’t contemplate the rest right now. It will appear eventually, unless it doesn’t.
Whiskey BOUND!!! (but not hell-bent, if anyone was asking).
Pravda and Gun Control
Cloak and Dagger
The planes are different, but the timing is nearly exact with Hillary’s “fall”: http://www.npr.org/blogs/thetwo-way/2012/12/15/167334538/hillary-clinton-falls-suffers-concussion
Dec. 15th the announcement is made. Sixteen days from Dec. 30 is the 14th. She does not attend John Kerry’s nomination. The “suicide” announcement is made just before Christmas, but everyone involved in this thing would be sworn to secrecy. It’s hard to get a dead man killed in action, and it doesn’t make sense to kill other people in a plane crash, so this must be what these geniuses came up with (if the story is true, which of course remains unproven and largely undocumented).
Let’s just play a bit with these facts. What if the unnamed “intelligence source” on Benghazi was really RUSSIAN intelligence, perhaps operating under a false flag? They don’t want a war. They don’t want to lose Syria. And OF COURSE they have photos of the weapons shipments, which they could release if they so chose.
Are they using the threat of releasing their evidence of a massive coverup in Benghazi to weaken Obama’s support of the Syrian Islamists, and to put pressure on him to cut a deal openly with the Iranians?
Interesting possibility. I don’t think that would be a bad play on their part, although of course there are worlds of details I’m not privy to.
Actually I will add that Russian intelligence DOES seem to be openly behind the story on the top.
Marco Rubio–HuffPo
Perhaps I am mistaken, but in my fantasy world I like to imagine there
was a time in our history when people had substantive discussions about
important matters in a mature fashion. An era when intellectual
tolerance was a habit, and debates sincere and rational, and erudite.
What you have just published is a piece that might be titled “The
Marketing of Marco Rubio”. You have virtually nothing about his ideas,
or how they might be superior or inferior to those of whoever he runs
against. You have said nothing about our looming fiscal disaster (this
is about as short as the case can be made: https://moderatesunitedblog.com//2012/12/true-deficit.html
In short, what you are contributing to is the dumbing down of America.
You are asking us to value polish and appearance over substance. You
are telling us that Obama’s marketing talent is a virtue, when in fact
all it did was enable a mediocrity about whom we can verify virtually
nothing (Trump’s $5 million remains unpaid) to ascend to the White
House. For people who only care about their side winning, perhaps it is
understandable to view this as a good thing.
But this is not a football game, and the consequences of our looming national failure will affect everyone.
Sixty Second Habit
Importantly, it was with hearing his approach–welcoming and encouraging negative emotions–that I realized how to process my own emotions. You have to go through them. You can’t go over or under them.
In any event, this is a cut and paste, and looks like a good idea to me:
This is the world’s most powerful 60 second habit:
Get a small notebook and within 30 minutes of
waking each morning write down just one thing you
are grateful for.
Just one thing and it should not take you longer
than 60 seconds to write it down.
Done. That’s all you have to do.
This one simple habit is worth more than
bars of gold. I am very serious about that.
art of gratitude and scientifically proven its benefits
as one of the surest ways to improve a persons
sense of well being.
Here is one example from Dr. Robert Emmons of the
University of California at Davis and Dr. Michael McCollough
of Southern Methodist University in Dallas, Texas:
“The first group kept a diary of the events that occurred
during the day… the second group recorded their unpleasant
experiences, [and] the last group made a daily list of things
for which they were grateful.”
The results of the study indicated that daily gratitude
exercises resulted in higher reported levels of alertness,
enthusiasm, determination, optimism and energy.
Additionally, the gratitude group experienced less
depression and stress, was more likely to help others,
exercised more regularly and made more progress
toward personal goals.
According to the findings, people who feel grateful are
also more likely to feel loved.
Wow…Isn’t it incredible to think you can tap into all that
through a simple 60 second habit done daily!
Each time you write one thing that you are grateful for,
imagine it like you are making a priceless deposit into
your emotional bank account.
It may be the best thing you do all day.
So let’s start this powerful habit together on January 1st
and get 2013 off to a great start.
60 seconds is all it takes but if you are feeling
a resistance to this, like it might be too much
You can post your comments and progress on this blog
post here http://www.panicaway.com/blog/6121
I will check back in with you at the end of the month and
do a survey of those that have participated.
Some quick pointers before you begin:
-Get your small notebook ready this week and place it
somewhere you will have easy access to it. Be sure it’s
a really nice notebook so that it feels important and
special to you.
-If you struggle to come up with things each day
to be grateful for, write these questions in at
the back of notebook.
What am I truly grateful for in my life?
What relationships do I have that others don’t?
What do I take for granted?
What freedoms, unique abilities, and options do I have that others don’t?
What advantages have I been given in life?
Who has helped me recently?
What happened yesterday that I am grateful for?
Looking forward to hearing how you all get on. You can post
Economic pattern
Data Point Two: Read this article. Salient quote: “In 2009, foreign purchases of U.S. debt amounted to
6 percent of GDP. The current percentage has fallen by over eighty
percent to 0.9 percent of GDP. So who’s picking up the slack? The
Federal Reserve, which is buying a mind-blowing 61 percent of
government debt issued by the Treasury Department. ”The Fed is in effect
subsidizing U.S. government spending and borrowing via expansion of its
balance sheet and massive purchases of Treasury bonds. This keeps
Treasury interest rates abnormally low, camouflaging the true size of
the budget deficit,” wrote Lawrence Goodman, former Treasury official
and current president of the Center for Financial Stability, last March.”
Data Point Three: “Basel III is a global regulatory standard on bank capital adequacy, stress testing and market liquidity risk agreed upon by the members of the Basel Committee on Banking Supervision in 2010–11, and scheduled to be introduced from 2013 until 2018.[1][2] The third installment of the Basel Accords (see Basel I, Basel II) was developed in response to the deficiencies in financial regulation revealed by the late-2000s financial crisis. Basel III strengthens bank capital requirements and introduces new regulatory requirements on bank liquidity and bank leverage. The OECD estimates that the implementation of Basel III will decrease annual GDP growth by 0.05–0.15%.”
Basel III will be deflationary, as it will require higher reserve ratios.
First, I want to note in passing that the Federal Reserve is owned and controlled by large banks, and has complete secrecy with respect to its actions, and has no legally enforceable fiduciary duty to anyone–although, self evidently, the self interest of member banks will no doubt be paramount.
Secondly, though, it submits to what I might term the “council” of the members of the Bank of International Settlements, even though it is clearly “primus inter pares.” It is a sort of shadow world, like the council on the Avengers, that reports to no government.
To the point: currently, over half of our borrowing is being enabled by the Federal Reserve. As banks have less money to lend, as the economy slows for a variety of reasons, as tax receipts decline even at higher rates, and as spending GROWS, the relative importance of the Fed will skyrocket.
It would likely not be exaggerating to say that TODAY we are at a point where our government quite literally cannot operate without Fed money, and this process is increasing in scope, and will continue to in a virtually exponential fashion for the foreseeable future.
This state of affairs means that ALL politicians will have to kowtow to the Fed, or risk ruin.
Keynesian Fascism is based on this basic process, in which the government gets its hands into everything, such that it is a web from which it is impossible to untangle functional, meaningful economic liberty, or truly free markets.
The Fed is buying the government. It is using inflation–always a wealth transfer, remember–to buy influence at the highest levels.
Now, none of the people involved need money. These companies have asset portfolios that would dwarf the wealth of most nations, and their CEO’s make hundreds of millions over their careers.
It does seem likely that power mongers at the highest levels–aided and abetted by amoral thieving academics like Paul Krugman–have a plan for us to reach a place where we BEG for government.
I will note, too, that since banks create most price inflation. the fact that their reserve ratios are going up will in part mask the inflationary effects of all the new money being put into circulation by the Fed.
Quantiative Easing is really simply a mask for this process, and economic decline is actually a good thing for them, since it masks both inflation, and the actual motivation for the money creation.
True Deficit
Data Point One: actual accrued liabilities are kept off our Federal balance sheets, in a manner that would be illegal for almost all private businesses and public pension funds.
Data Point Two: if we accrue them honestly, they amount, approximately, to some $86 trillion.
Data Point Three: “When the accrued expenses of the government’s entitlement programs are
counted, it becomes clear that to collect enough tax revenue just to
avoid going deeper into debt would require over $8 trillion in tax
collections annually. That is the total of the average annual accrued
liabilities of just the two largest entitlement programs, plus the
annual cash deficit.”
Data Point Four: “According to the most recent tax data, all individuals filing tax
returns in America and earning more than $66,193 per year have a total
adjusted gross income of $5.1 trillion. In 2006, when corporate taxable
income peaked before the recession, all corporations in the U.S. had
total income for tax purposes of $1.6 trillion. That comes to $6.7
trillion available to tax from these individuals and corporations under
existing tax laws.”
Conclusion One: “if the government confiscated the entire adjusted gross income of these
American taxpayers, plus all of the corporate taxable income in the
year before the recession, it wouldn’t be nearly enough to fund the over
$8 trillion per year in the growth of U.S. liabilities. Some public
officials and pundits claim we can dig our way out through tax increases
on upper-income earners, or even all taxpayers. In reality, that would
amount to bailing out the Pacific Ocean with a teaspoon. Only by
addressing these unsustainable spending commitments can the nation’s
debt and deficit problems be solved.”
Conclusion Two (my own): not only is Granny CERTAIN to go over a cliff–not only are substantial cuts to the programs going to essential for national survival–but our kids are going to go over a cliff as well.
There will come a time–assuming we don’t fall into a history-deleting tyranny–when the idiocy and short-sightedness, and simple greed of this period will be seen with the contempt they well warrant.
Fiscal Cliff HuffPo
The situation is simple: we have two groups of lunatics arguing over whether we should continue to increase unsustainable spending quickly or slowly. What they in fact are arguing over is whether we want a complete fiscal collapse in ten years, or if 5 years would be more congenial.
There are only a couple sane people in all of Congress. Rand and Ron Paul are the only ones who come readily to mind. We are borrowing over a trillion a year. Obama wants this number to go up by increasing taxes and increasing spending even more.
We are already some 86 trillion in the hole with respect to Social Security and Medicare. This means THE MONEY WILL RUN OUT. THE MONEY WILL RUN OUT.
Our children–well, let me be more specific–YOUR children are going to hate you. They are going to ask how you could be so callous, selfish and irresponsible as to fail to make plans for the future, how you could be so blind.
Excellent video on gun control
The thing is logically coherent, fact filled, and lucid.
I am going to send it to a couple local school districts, and perhaps a few randomly chosen college professors. It is that good. I would encourage anyone reading this to post it on their Facebook, then email the link to a few people.