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Nationalism

Healthy nationalism is simply a collective version of health self respect.  As a general rule, nations and individuals with healthy self images are kinder, more generous, more reasonable, and more effective in all areas of life.

Just as people can be narcissistic, abusive and mean–like most of the Left now–so too can nations, and nationalism can be one banner around which those unhealthy sentiments collect. But ANTI-nationalism serves the same purpose, as does–OBVIOUSLY–supposed anti-fascism.

I continue to believe more and more strongly each and every day that anyone unable to see the darkness and evil being perpetrated on this nation cannot be an emotionally healthy person, not at a deep level. They have simply locked out their inner darkness and shadow and decided to live their lives pretending it does not exist.

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A Vedantic Hindu perspective

 When you pray for x, y, or z to happen, what you are really saying is “Maya, please grant me more pleasing illusions.”

This thread is present in idealistic Buddhism, for example that of Nagarjuna.

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OK, here’s my conspiracy conjecture

 Like many, I got excited when Steve Piezcenik said that arrests were underway, that we knew where all the ballots were, and could PROVE the fraud that had taken place.  He clearly said this: he said it to Owen Shroyer at InfoWars.

But no arrests seem to be taking place.  Not yet.

So I ask myself: was the guy lying–and if so why–and if not, what happened?  

Here is my first conspiracy conjecture: the story of the water marked ballots was perhaps destined to come out at some point.  What Piezcenik did was a Limited Hangout–I think they call it–such that the story got into the public domain, but in a place and way where everyone from the mainstream would ignore it.  This would make it easier for everyone else to ignore any rumors they might hear as well.  

That may be total bullshit, but it’s one idea.  Piezcenik may also be working for the Deep State, and just trying to bamboozle the rest of us into silence and inaction.  I have no idea.  These people are smart.

But I choose not to believe that.  There of course remain the options of the things I haven’t thought about, and the facts I don’t and can’t know.

Looking up ballots, though–trying to get some handle on how possible his claim might be–they seem to be contracted for by States from private contractors.  If Trump was able to insert identifying marks of some sort, or blockchain ID’s as alleged, then most likely it was not for all ballots in America.  But he would not need all of them. The States he would have worried about would have been Pennsylvania, Michigan, Wisconsin, and perhaps a couple others.

For my part, I will be greatly disappointed if Trump failed to take measures to deal with something he KNEW was going to happen.  If he failed in this respect, I have to wonder if perhaps I have wasted my hope on him, too.  That would be disheartening, but I suppose at some point losing hope entirely might be liberating in its own way.  If there is nothing you can do, there is no need to worry, or at least to feel guilt that SOMETHING ought to be possible, if you could figure out what it is.

But think about this: Democrats seem to control the machines.  They seem to be able to program the software to flip votes.  Given this ability, the more digital, and untraceable, the votes, the better.

This is why it is ironic that mail-in ballots, as fraud-prone as they are, actually DO create a paper trail.  It is very likely that in this election, relative to 2016, we had many more paper ballots.  Perhaps 2-3 times as many.  And these ballots can still be counted and examined and tracked, even without blockchain.  I think it is when that realization hit them that Democrats started advocating again for in-person voting.

And I think they were surprised on November 3rd just how strong Trump’s showing was.  They had the fraud ready, and they are good enough at it and smart enough at it, that they make things close enough that people think their person almost won, when in fact they may have clobbered the Democrats, but none of us ever get to see the real numbers.

But they can only manipulate the number of ballots cast.  They can’t add votes. And Trump was winning much more than they anticipated.  They not only make up fake polls, but they delude themselves–being mostly narcissists–into thinking they have vastly more support than they really do. [I’m not sure this paragraph makes sense.  I will need to think about it.]

So on Election Night they had an Oh Shit moment, where they realized they were going to have to cheat bigger, faster, and–to the point–much more transparently than they ever had to before.  I personally think if we ever get an accurate tally, that ten million votes were forged for Biden and perhaps 2-3 million Trump votes discarded.  I think it was that one -sided.

What we don’t know, of course, is how well Republicans have REALLY done in the past.  This pattern has been present for a long time.  Acceptable Republicans are sometimes allowed to win, but Trump, again, surprised the living shit out of them in 2016.  He did it again this year.  They figured that with COVID-19 and 4 years of continual bombardment, that they would have softened up his support.  But they didn’t.  He actually GAINED support in the last four years, growing in particular among minority voters.

And here is the last and most important point I will make:  what Republicans need to do is show MASSIVE, significant, result changing fraud.  It can be anywhere.  It can be only one location.  Because the block to common sense voting reforms, to using our brains and 20th century technology (we don’t need 21st, but that would work too), is the objection THERE IS NO EVIDENCE.

As I have pointed out, this is a self reinforcing loop one sees often (for example among “skeptics” who say psi is impossible but who, when questioned, have not spent five minutes examining the scientific evidence) wherein someone states something does not exist, but also prevents an investigation.  There is no way to say there is not a cat behind the curtain until you look.  And if there is a cat in the house, and you can’t find it, that is never an unreasonable guess. 

Likewise, we see all sorts of petty irregularities EVERY ELECTION.  Most Republicans just assume there is nothing we can do about it.  But in reality, it is the Uniparty which does not want to do anything about it.  It’s a perfect system.  It’s a theatrical production, where we are told we matter, and they then do whatever they want, and claim a mandate for it.

Hope right now makes my stomach hurt.  Literally.  It hurts.  But it is not unreasonable to suppose that Trump planted what would amount to poison pills on enough ballots in battleground states that it will shortly become IMPOSSIBLE to deny fraud took place on a scale clearly much larger than needed to sway the national election, and presumably some State elections as well.

If we can get sound voting in place, the  Democrats are DONE as a national party.  Kaput.  And they KNOW IT.

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Perspective

 This really is a fascinating time to be alive, to feel alive, if you can get past the abject terror.

That’s a high bar, but not an impossible one.

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thoughts

 1.  If the media was capable of supporting impeaching Trump for an innocent and perfectly legal telephone call, then why would they hesitate a moment to “call” an election they know perfectly well was riddled with fraud?

2.  I fear a civil war vastly, vastly, vastly less than I fear the on-going, slow contraction of my liberties.  The most maddening part of all this is the continual gaslighting, how sane people are continually attacked as insane and vile, by the most insane and vile people.

It takes a great deal of determination to see clearly any more.  We live in a sea of lies.

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Return of Captain Obvious

 The media is not being reckless. They are not being shameless. Those words would only apply to people capable of moral reasoning and sufficiently self reflective to realize when they were transgressing their own principles. Neither condition applies.

No they are being AUDACIOUS. They KNOW the elrction is not over, but they also know that the longer they act as if it is, the more pressure they will be able to bring to bear on the judges who could, even. ow, do the right thing and award the election to Trump, who plainly won it.

It cannot be overstated how violent voter fraud is to the principles underlying our system. The importance of this SPECIFIC form of corruption cannot be stressed enough, since it enables all the rest.

If you have, say, a crooked judge, that judge can be identified and prosecuted. But if you have a corrupt SYSTEM, then EVERYTHING is wrong. The wrong people are in office. The wrong judges are overseeing them.

As I continue to say, voter fraud has almost certainly been a large issue for a very long time. NOW—this week, this month, this moment in history—is the time to deal DECISIVELY with it. No half measures. No compromises. If we dont then violence directed AT the system is inevitable. Some people want that, but no sane ones do.

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A smarter prayer

 God,

Please help me find the wisdom to use whatever happens today to grow spiritually.

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The Argument, simplified

 If we do not have election integrity—if one vote is not invariably equal to one vote—then in the long run the Constitution is not worth a bucket of spit.

We all know it can and has been made to “say”—to spit out from some unexpected cavity—literally anything any corrupt mind might want it to “say”.

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Note to “light workers”

 My belief is that anyone who cannot feel the darkness attempting to envelop America is not a good person.  I honestly believe this.

And I say this knowing full well that there are lots of people with beautiful kind smiles, who write about love all the time, post pictures of flowers and babies and puppies and memes that say “Hang in There!!”

These are not good people.  And I will tell you why: they have not processed their shadows, their trauma, their gut energy, the latent capacity for cruelty we are ALL born with.

It is easy enough to be nice.  I say this nearly reflexively.  And there is zero doubt many people could and would describe me personally as an asshole, based on their interactions with me.  But I am not pretending.  I am not playing.  I have not adopted a role I expect the whole world to love me for.  I have, instead, attached myself to three core principles: the rejection of self pity, perseverance, and curiosity.  None of these require outside validation.

But if you are playing a role–and depressingly I would count the present Dalai Lama among those–then you are not in touch with the part of you capable of strangling someone.  You are not in touch with the part of you that wants to kick people when they are down.  You are not in touch with the vain, prideful, overly sensitive part of yourself that can’t get enough praise, and which secretly fumes when criticized.

And how does this manifest?  It manifests in 1) blindness and 2) indifference when there should be strong passions.

If you want to be known as the sort of woman with that sort of smile, you cannot hesitate when you are asked to sign the latest petition claiming to right some wrong of some sort, even if it is bullshit.  You can’t call it bullshit, even if it is obviously bullshit.  You are not wanting to be known as that sort of person.  You have an image to protect, that of a “light worker”.

Me, as should be obvious, I don’t give a flying fuck.  Or perhaps more accurately, I worry vastly more about living an inauthentic life than I do being judged and hated.  I am in touch with all my awfulness, which means that what residual kindness and compassion and love remains is real, and it is clear sighted, and it is honest, and it is powerful.

That, in any event, is how I see it.

I remember meeting a Frenchman many years ago in New York City.  He wanted to see a traditional black Gospel service in Harlem–you know, all the fat women in robes with amazing voices singing their hearts out in praise of God–and I went up there with him on a Sunday.  We never did find a church like that–I think Al Green operates one down in Memphis, but they likely are not as common as they may once have been–but we got to talking.

He said that the French, in his experience, were vastly more neurotic.  Everyone had tics, and minor compulsions and just a variety of oddities.  But Americans seemed much calmer and saner.  I told him I don’t think that is true.   I think we are just less honest as people.  I think we are trained from earliest childhood to be nice, to go along to get along, and to never stand out if possible in any way.

This is my own stereotype of course, and somewhat unfair.  But it seems likely to me that the people of Japan, to take one obvious example, may well have more individualistic tendencies in private than we do.  Most Americans are fed their thoughts, their experiences, and most of them are passive in the face of all this.  They are overly well fed cattle, operating a machine that needs them for the moment, but not much longer.

That assessment, itself, is cruel and unkind.  Yes, it is.  Am I wrong, though?  How many of us could stand up and give an intelligent speech on nearly any topic?  How many Americans, on balance, create more than they consume, in terms of private time activities?  We average, what, 8 hours of TV time alone daily?  Plus computer and iPhone?  Those are numbers that positively militate that we conclude that we are cattle.

The media, in treating us like we are all fucking idiots, is on reasonably solid ground.  Obviously.

But I say again: if you cannot FEEL who Joe Biden is, you are no friend of the light.  That is my view.

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Mechanics of deep fraud

 https://www.bitchute.com/video/scUpSRkNoJ9g/?fbclid=IwAR3Fok1ed1we72JyoQ1iJIi5-i24nB4Rmc-E9t3Ts3tKC4382j9A4PqOYRg

Just click ahead a couple minutes.

This is unbelievable.  How is this sort of shit being allowed in 2020?  I honestly think Trump won by 10 million popular votes, and got at least 300 Electoral College votes.

All I can do is continue to pray, and continue to strategize emotionally as to how I am going to deal with all this.