Author: White Whale

 I think Q talked about this, but I’m not much of a Q guy.  I hope they are right about a resistance within our government, and wrong about mass Satanism, but I can’t spend much time or hope thinking about an anonymous person or group dropping Rorschach shaped crumbs.

But it did occur to me yesterday this FEELS like something out of the Bible, like one of those many periods in the Old Testament where God tells some prophet that “the people have lost their way, and become immoral and impious and rejected the ways of the Lord.”

It FEELS like some large segment of our populace is lost.  Gone.  Disconnected.  Put on a boat, and drifting away.

Even those reasonable enough to retain some connection with what I would call obvious reality feel this sense of condescension towards anyone “naive” enough to think Trump is a good President.  That he is acceptable as a human being or leader in ANY way.

There is this gap.  There is this absolute failure to communicate, this absolute failure of empathy, not by us, but by them.  It is not us.  We have been trying to talk for four years.  We have been trying to get people to GET why Trump is innocent of nearly all the lies being told about him 24/7 all these years.

We were the same people trying to point out that we knew–and continue to know–nearly NOTHING about Barack Obama.  He may well still be, technically, an Indonesian citizen.  We have a record of his Indonesian citizenship, and no record of his repatriation.  And this is just one item.  It could be extended quite a ways.

At root, we have people willing to ask obvious questions about issues that are unclear, and people who are willing to repeat centrally created propaganda uncritically. If you repeat such propaganda long enough, if you train yourself to repeat bullshit as if it were obvious truth, you lose something important as a human being.  You lose your dignity and your capacity for honest self respect.

Someone posted this yesterday, a quote from Dostoevsky: 

A man who lies to himself, and believes his own lies, becomes unable to recognize truth, either in himself or in anyone else, and he ends up losing respect for himself and for others. When he has no respect for anyone, he can no longer love, and in him, he yields to his impulses, indulges in the lowest form of pleasure, and behaves in the end like an animal in satisfying his vices. And it all comes from lying — to others and to yourself.

What I would submit is that even if you are repeating OTHERS lies, the effect is the same. To repeat a lie you must first lie to yourself. And when you lie to yourself, you lose, over some time period, all authenticity. You lose your ability to trust yourself. And all of our connections to others are the same in kind as our connection with our sense of self.

Put more simply: to lie repeatedly is to disappear as a person completely. 

 I am going to wonder out loud if the “vaccine” is not just the disease itself.  I proposed some time ago–I likely mentioned it here, but can’t recall for sure–that the disease is almost certainly vastly less dangerous when injected than when inhaled and allowed to incubate in the lungs.  

The disease, after all, is called Severe Acute Respiratory Syndrome.  The shit gets in your lungs, lodges there, then from that vantage point launches all sorts of nasty attacks on your organs and system.  Most people are healthy enough that their immune system fights it off immediately.  These are the so-called “asymptomatic” people.  I suspect over a hundred million of us have “asymptomatic” flu each and every year.  Our immune systems do their job.

We are, I will remind you, surrounded at all times of day and night by viruses and bacteria both.  Our immune systems defend us, and do so without our awareness.  All medical professionals know this.  They know many things they are not saying, which is how I know many of them are corrupted and a much larger number are scared.

But the antibodies/antigens are created in the blood, or so I understand.  That is where the disease is fought primarily.  If it is not fought until the infection is advanced, well then bad things may well happen.  But if it is fought in the blood to begin with, and never really enters the lungs at all, then it may literally be the case that you can inject most people of average health with the disease itself, and see them develop antibodies, such that they are relatively immune for at least a few months.

If Trump can win this election, yes, we can throw this vaccine to the dummies, which is to say the people who will not accept anything less.  Personally, I would probably trust a “vaccine” with the disease in it.  I might get it myself, if anybody at work demands it.

But Trump can also boot Fauci out the door on his ass, and we can return to where we SHOULD have started: we can start talking the basic prevention and basic early treatments that that psychopath Fauci could and should have been preaching from the get-go.  Daily vitamin D, Zinc and Vitamin C.  Hydroxychloroquine for people who were exposed or diagnosed.  Fermented vegetables (dissolve three tablespoons of salt in a quart of distilled or spring water, pour over vegetables, and let sit a few days) are good.  Sunlight is good.  Laughter and social companionship is great.

I have recently started asking these people who not only seem willing to let this thing last forever, but who get MAD at those of us itching for it to end: do you remember live music?  Live theater?  Comedy shows?  Packed stadiums filled with screaming sports fans?  High school football games?  Restaurants filled to capacity, and bars hopping all night long?  I do.  

I want all that back.  It is not an irrational hope.  What is irrational is accepting the narrative that these unconscionable and scientifically indefensible encroachments on BASIC liberties should be allowed to continue indefinitely.  This disease is not that bad.

Some 2.8 million Americans die each year of something.  This is about the historical norm.  It was the number I came up with the last time I looked it up, at least if memory is serving.  If, with COVID-19, that number increases to 3.1 million, was it worth creating a regime where many of the things we love–movies being another–are denied to us by bureaucrats who answer to no one?

And practically, we seem to have had no flu deaths.  Let us say it would have been 40,000. That is 40,000 off the top who would have died of the flu, but died instead of COVID-19.  Let us say that another million people would have died of heart attacks–which is in the ballpark.  Let us say 50,000 of those died of COVID-19 first.  Let us say another 800,000 would have died of cancer, but of those 30,000 died of COVID-19 first.  It doesn’t take long to get THE WHOLE FUCKING THING back to a bad flu year.  Unbelievable.  Absolutely unbelievable that we got this worked up over this fucking thing.  I still scratch my head.  I still pinch myself, but the dumb faces and frightened eyes are still out there looking back at me.

In my understanding, absolute death rates DID NOT GO UP in 2020.  I have not verified that, but I have seen the claim and it makes sense.

But nearly all predictions point to LARGE INCREASES in overall mortality in the next five years.  Suicides, drug overdoses, cancers that weren’t caught in time, children dying of infectious diseases they should have vaccinated against, heart ailments that did not receive proper care and surgery.  And the major factor under all this is the STRESS that financial difficulties create, relationship difficulties, difficulties with traumatized children, job problems, and of course the stress of being confined to home leaves as a lasting aftereffect.

If the truth is told about this time, people will be SHOCKED twenty years from now to find out this was allowed, and that the lies were widely believed.  They will be shocked to find so many “experts” allowed themselves to be marginalized and silenced, and replaced by amoral autocrats.

 Apparently this software has an algorithm built in, right out of the box which allows you to bias the election in one direction or another.

An obviously very smart guy has pointed out that the results from just four counties point to unmistakable tampering.  The results are showing that the redder and more conservative a county is, the MORE likely it is to vote for Biden.  

Take a look at this: https://www.libertariannews.org/2020/11/10/dr-shiva-ayyadurai-mit-systems-scientist-data-analysis-of-voting-fraud-in-mi-shows-69000-votes-were-transferred-from-trump-to-biden/

Edit: I meant to comment that use of this software—which is patently designed with fraud in mind—could reasonably be ruled by the Supreme Court to constitute a Constitutional infringement on equal protection.

And consider the name, Dominion.  Would not be hard to layer a Satanic overtone on it.

noun

 is your biological age multiplied by a fraction with your old stories on top, and divided by your new stories.

My oldest called me the other day, and learning that I was in fact rendering my opinions locally, warned me that it might be risky, that someone might shoot me, and asked: “would that be worth it?”

I said yes, it would be worth it.  Somebody has to have the balls to speak the obvious, no matter what the mob is screaming, no matter how terrifying and unified they may be trying to seem.

We ask our warriors to fight, to kill, to suffer, and sometimes to die for our country.  They take up guns then intentionally go into the middle of places where people are trying to kill them.

Should I keep my mouth shut because maybe, just maybe, some nutjob might decide the world will be better without me?  No, not me.  I’m the old guy in the Avengers movie who refused to take a knee to Loki.  Yes, kill me, but don’t ask me not to spit in your eye.  That’s not how I am wired.  I’m not suicidal, and I’m not going out of my way to antagonize people. but you know what?  Life ends for all of us.  And the good parts of life end when you give in to fear.

Many of our warriors have been killed in our many wars.  Many have been maimed, psychologically and physically.   All suffered severe stress while fighting.  They missed their homes and families.  They were scared all the time.  They saw sights no one should ever see.

And as Phillip Corso pointed out to that sorry SOB John McCain, we left a lot of POW’s behind in Korea.  There is little doubt we left many in Vietnam as well.

Those people suffered for America, because America asked them  to.  

If you find yourself lacking in the will to withstand the stresses being placed on us, adopt one of these people, in your imagination–someone dead, or someone MIA–and carry on in their name.  Carry on the fight.

The most obvious one for me is a guy named Josh Hagar.  Josh is the only person I know who died in the wars we have been fighting for the last twenty years.  He was, and I had to look this up, a Ranger qualified infantryman with the 1st Battalion, 9th Infantry Regiment, 2nd Brigade Combat Team, 2nd Infantry Division out of Fort Carson, Colorado.

He was very proud of being a Ranger, as he should have been.

I met him at my first CrossFit Certification, I think in 2005.  It was the last 3 day certification, and the last one, I think, done at the old location in Santa Cruz.  A whole lot of very interesting folks were there.  A list of CrossFit luminaries was there.  Greg himself taught, of course, but Mark Rippetoe was there, Mike Burgener, Robb Wolf.  Eva, Annie and Nicole were all there.  (I’m indulging myself, since most won’t know who I am talking about.).  John Hackelman was even there, with his black painted toe  fingernails, to teach basic punching and kicking.  Tony Blauer was there as a student, with his wife, who is a pistol

I had a SEAL Commander in my flight of about 8 people, which I found out later.  The first words I heard him say the whole time was when he saw me do reasonably good handstand pushups, at a bodyweight of 240, that that was the first impressive thing he had seen.  Later still I realized that the Marine that was always with him, and always scowling at me, was his bodyguard.  He must have been.

But my main compadres were Josh, a guy named Billy, and a guy named Robert.  Robert was a medic with the 75th Rangers, and Billy, as Josh told me on the side had “killed more people than Ted Bundy”.  Billy looked to be about 25, and had a babyface, and would not have scared most people in the least.  I remember Billy telling me a story how as a junior NCO he was yelling at his men to take cover, after they took fire from the upper windows in the buildings on the street they were patrolling, watching them do it, then realizing he himself was still standing in the middle of the fucking street.  That sort of thing happens to everyone, I suspect.  You don’t get smarter, necessarily, in combat, and we all do stupid things in ordinary days.

When the Cert was done we all went drinking in Santa Cruz with a couple of Canadian Mounties.  They were both pleasant amiable people, as in my experience most Canadians are.  

I’ve never seen any of them since.

Josh was killed by an IED on Feb. 22nd, 2007, in Ramadi.  He has a workout named after him, which is a tough workout.  It is OHS with 95lb (for men) and pullups.  21 OHS/42PU/15OHS/30PU/9OHS/18PU.  For time, as usual.

I corresponded a bit with his father, who was of course very upset.

Later I had a dream about him, where he volunteered to donate his brain for a medical experiment.  

That is such a horrific idea, isn’t it?  Who would be willing to give their brain or their heart–their life–for research?  We don’t ask people to do that.  It would be horrible.

But what is asking someone to die in wartime?  He didn’t just donate his brain, he donated his whole body.  And why?  Well, I’m sure it was a complex mixture of motivations.  He loved the guys he was with most likely, and I think he really enjoyed the profession of soldiering.

But at the end of the day, do you not think the single most important motivation was belief in America?  A belief that he was defending freedom?  A belief that his sacrifices and hard work and sheer long term misery could and would lead to something better for people he would never meet?  This is a love that needs recognition and respect, in my view.

At another CrossFit cert. a retired SEAL who had become a cop confessed to me, implicitly, that he was very bitter.  He endured his deployments, being away from his children while they were growing up, because he really, really thought he was making the world safer and better for his children.  But he had grown to doubt that, grown to doubt that most of what our soldiers and sailor and airmen and Marines are being asked to do for their country is really NECESSARY.  We have enemies.  But we always fight them in indecisive ways.

As I think about it, could it not be argued we are fighting terrorism in much the way we are fighting COVID-19?  In such a desultory, ineffective way that the parts we crush we reignite as blowback elsewhere?

It needs to be seriously considered that America as a whole has been used as a toy, as a piggy bank, as a powerful nation manipulable in any direction a power elite wants, and that we have been like this for many decades.

For all we know, the Cold War, too, was fought like COVID-19: in an ineffective, stupid, desultory way.  We could and should have demolished the Chinese Communists in the Korean War, and freed the whole Korean Peninsula.  We could and should have demolished North Vietnam in a matter of months.  And having won that war, we should have protected it.  But we didn’t. We won, then retreated.  This is something almost unknown in human history, absent patent treason.

The fog we are enduring today is merely thicker than it has been for the last fifty years.  It is not new.  What is new is the internet, and the ability of individual agents to report information that in any other time would have been suppressed.

We need to give careful thought to the idea, which is obvious when you think about it, that we are in fact controlled by the same people who control the Fed.  The bankers always win, in every war, in every depression, in every boom.  No matter what happens, the big banks win.  Most of the wealth in this and most other nations is held, in fact, by banks.  They hold the public debt.  They own your house and your car.  They pay for your vacation, and in exchange you pay them for your vacation plus 20%.

It is past time we rethink all of this.  The whole system.  Soup to nuts.  Find the traitors and pull them out of the system, if we don’t shoot them outright.

 Thinking about it, if in fact it is true that Democrats control the voting machines–at least in many places, as it’s important not to overgeneralize–how would they EVER lose?

Well, in every election they have to make a choice as to how much they want to win.  Because the more risks they take, the greater the chance of giving the game away, and risking losing this enormous advantage entirely.  Even if they could win literally every election, it would not look good.  What any good strategist would want and look for and what they have in fact achieved, is a slow, long term, one way and uninterrupted drift in one direction only, that of greater government control of everything.  Some years they use war, and some years appeals to sentimentality denuded of reason.

It might be that Trump won by VASTLY more than we were told.  It may have been HUGE.  In 2016 he might have won by ten million popular votes.  It may have been so large that senior leaders just decided–after consulting with, oh I don’t know, perhaps Obama and John Brennan–to let him win, rather than risk the system itself.  They must have decided they could not just control him, but USE him as a flashpoint to continue their long term campaign of division, demonization, and subversion of rational dialogue.  That they did.  But they failed to remove him, and failed to destroy his support, and failed to neuter him.  On the contrary.  I think then, as since, everyone underestimated his instinct for survival and winning.

This year, they went all in.  For the game.  All in and done one way or the other.

We can’t let them win this.

 If Joe Biden were to be inaugurated NOW, that would be a de facto mandate for fraud, for dishonesty, corruption, and for governing outside the rule of law and tradition.

No sane American, of any political tradition, who values this country can possible want that for themselves and their children.  Only those on the gravy train want that.  How many of those there are, I guess we will find out.

 As I continue to say, if this atrocity to the rule of law, to common sense, and to what we fossils used to call “The American Way” is allowed to stand, what is NOT possible, now?  What could Biden NOT do?  The “mandate” is not the vote going his way, but the System writ large being willing to turn a blind eye to his patent and large, unmistakable crimes.

And I would add: have the Democrats as a whole not been given a mandate to lie, cheat and steal by the ongoing failure of our system to punish any of them for anything?

At what point do any remaining honest men and women have the courage to stand up and say NO, NO MORE?

 Let us suppose that Democrats, as some allege, control the voting machines.  Where electronic voting ALONE is going on, 100% of those votes, in principle can be assigned to the Democrat.  The number of votes has to equal the number of people who showed up, but every vote can be for the same person, and without voter ID or verification, people can show up and vote many times.  And even if they voted Republican, they could still be made to vote Democrat.  But all those votes, of course, are also for the Democrat.  None of this can be detected.  There is no risk.  Apparently with most of these machines even the audit trail can be tweaked, so no record of alterations is left.

But when you have paper ballots, they can be looked at, and counted by hand.  You have to be careful with those, because if you set off any red lights, if you run into, say, a Donald Trump, and an honest judiciary or legislature, you might wind up getting counted out; and if you get counted out, the fake ballots–at least some of them–will be found.  The votes can be compared to the voting records, to the register of eligible voters.

And as I continue to believe, in many counties Democrats “won” there will be found to be more votes than eligible voters.

So how does this work?  I am thinking out loud.  You can’t give 100% of the votes to your person, even if you control the machines.  Nobody will believe that, and you risk inspection.  

And AGAIN, I will note that to my knowledge no serious audit has been done in recent memory of any election, with the possible exception of the 2000 Florida recount.  

When I say audit, I mean bean-counters going over literally every ballot, making sure it was not tampered with, and not put into the system by an ineligible voter.  And where I live, each ballot is assigned to a person.  They can pull out MY ballot and see how I voted.  This is in principle a violation of voter secrecy, but at the same time a vital means of protecting, again in theory, the integrity of my vote.

This is the level of audit I am talking about.  Each ballot, each person, to a 100% or 99% match.   That is the ONLY way we can REALLY know that all our elections are not being tampered with, which has to be put forward as a very serious possibility.  If Democrats will cheat anywhere, why not everywhere, at least everywhere their relentless propaganda does not give them an insurmountable edge in every election?

And as mentioned, in THIS election even in the States where they had electronic voting, a very high percentage of the votes cast this year were still on paper ballots, ballots which can be validated.

So go back to Pennsylvania on Election Night.  They likely have this science down to the point where they have a reasonably good idea how many points they can “shave” off the Republican and add to the Democrat without setting off any alarm bells they can’t deal with through lies and mean spirited and disingenuous misdirection and attacks by the press which does whatever they say.  

Let us say it is 5 points.  And they are thinking, going in, that even though they showed in the polls Biden having an 8 point lead, that they secretly think it is 2%.  So they plan to do their thing: if Biden comes in at 52%, they bump it up to 57%, and if Trump comes in at 48% they drop it to 43%.  And they KNOW that the mail ins will favor Biden, and if they are off by a couple points, they can just throw enough in surreptitiously to make it up.  Landslide.  Bada bing bada boom and Bob’s Your Uncle.

But what if Trump comes in at 57% and Biden at 43%?  That’s too much.  They can’t swing that.  They panic.  They shut down counting.  They make a series of feverish and panicked calls all around saying “We need 200,000 Biden Ballots NOW”.  Hundreds of people stay up all night in Pittsburgh, Lancaster, Philly, and elsewhere, and complete their work about 3am for delivery at 4am.

And the Next Day NO Republicans get to watch any of this shit show.  They–the people running this RICO worthy mass fraud–don’t know what the hell their people did in the middle of the night, and they sure as hell don’t want a hundred ballots in a row filled out only for Biden getting viewed by anyone who might blow the whistle. 

None of this is thought through very well.  All of it is VERY risky, and they KNOW it.

As I continue to say, if this atrocity to the rule of law, to common sense, and to what we fossils used to call “The American Way” is allowed to stand, what is NOT possible, now?  What could Biden NOT do?  The “mandate” is not the vote going his way, but the System writ large being willing to turn a blind eye to his patent and large, unmistakable crimes.

 If the United States government, the sundry State governments, and the sundry county and local governments had done NOTHING–and I mean nothing, not one single solitary thing–we would have finished with this pandemic back in August, the way Sweden did, and everything would be back to normal.

We would have had some bad periods.  May and June might have been pretty bad.  Perhaps a hundred thousand people might have REALLY died of COVID-19.  Legit.  The number that will eventually die of it in any event, but vastly less than the number of people who will die of causes related to the lockdowns over the next five years.

But to say that if the government had done nothing, that nothing would have been done, is to be stupid in that peculiar way which characterizes all Leftists.

People who were scared would have stayed home.  Most nursing homes would have developed strict access policies.  Hospitals would have shuffled their business around to make room for more patients, if they came.  Schools, each in their own way, would have changed things, some a little, some a lot, some not at all.

And we would have TALKED about all this.  We would have compared notes.  We would have had forums where Best Practices were discussed.  HCQ and early treatment would have been identified early on as major palliatives.

In my view, in the end, HALF as many people would have died as we are being told died “of COVID”, and we would be DONE.

It remains true, by and large, that as Reagan said “I’m from the government, and I’m here to help” are among the scariest words in the English language.  I continue to think of Bob Hoskins and “Central Services” in Brazil.  Here is the first visit: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0B61_5sRoBI  [take a moment and enjoy and experience the cognitive dissonance of completely inaccurate subtitles.  Everything is food.]