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Copied from Victor Zammit

 “The whole purpose of your life down here is that spirit, your spirit, shall shine within earth’s darkness. Your spirit is identical with the light which shone in the beginning. You, the real you, are here for a purpose, to shine through both body and mind and transmute them”. White Eagle Morning Light.

Maybe difficulty is the wind we need to fly, or to sail.  Maybe cold is what we need to wake up to the warmth within us. 

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Is Q-Anon Goldstein?

 Is it all just a PsyOp, planned by the people it was supposedly planning to take down?

I have seen no evidence in all of this that honest people remain in our government in large enough numbers to matter.  They sure as fuck need to get something done to prove otherwise.  Otherwise they are contemptible, en masse and as individuals.

And I would suggest that the notion that our soldier are dying and fighting “for freedom” is integration propaganda.

America INVENTED propaganda.  We invented mass marketing, which is just a form of it.

We have been bleeding slowly from our heads since our self inflicted and ghastly wound during Vietnam.  I continue to believe that we only will be healed, and only can be healed, when the general truth about our victory and then chosen retreat in that war is common knowledge.

I don’t fault our soldiers for withdrawing into themselves.  All of this is much too large, much too complicated.  And we have been living complacent, largely affluent lives until now.  There were little white churches to protect, and school picnics.

But what now?  Are we to be placed on a river running over the falls of madness?  Are we not there already?

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Steve Piezcenik

 His credibility is shot, is it not?  He claimed that Trump had secretly created a system which made it impossible to forge ballots.  He even claimed–several weeks ago–that arrests were coming.

Was he bought, to feed us that propaganda?  Has he lost his mind?  Surely we would know by now if this coding system existed.

It’s later than you think.  You have a comfortable life, maybe, and your biggest stress is waiting for the next episode of the Mandalorian, but what we need to fear is not what is happening now, but what is being prepared and made POSSIBLE.

It should not be possible for a qualified expert to do a well constructed study indicating that the official narrative concerning the collapse of Tower 7 is ridiculous, and that is it was OBVIOUSLY brought down by explosives, and have that narrative disappear, and be ignored.

But that is what happened.

For myself, I feel I have been given the almost comically difficult task of seeing all this, and STILL remaining open, and practicing the quiet courage of patience and faith.

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We don’t have national security, do we?

 The complaints filed in Georgia and Michigan state, among other things, that China and Iran interfered directly with our election in a SUBSTANTIVE way, by connecting to the voting machines and altering totals.  This is actual election tampering.

If true, would this not be a HUGE national security failure?  One that happened on Trump’s watch?

But here is the thing: the CIA does not work for Trump.  It does not work for the American people.  It has not worked for the American people, on some accounts, nearly since its founding in the late 1940’s.

It seems obvious to me that, if it got them the result they wanted, key elements of our government would WELCOME Chinese and Iranian influence.  It won’t affect their lives in any way.  They would on the contrary be paid well, and perhaps even get promoted.

This is the real problem.  We send good men and women overseas to fight our wars, our permawars, which after some period of time nobody really understands the point of any more, but our actual NATIONAL SECURITY is neglected.

There is every reason to think the FBI–which also has not worked in the national interest at least since 9/11, and was no doubt corrupted long before that, with at least one Senior Agent–Ted Gunderson–having accused them of having actively supported the bombings at the WTC and Oklahoma City–is actively scouring all social media and looking for whiffs of dissent.  There is every reason to think every capable veteran is under more or less permanent surveillance.

They have cause to fear a revolution, because all of our agencies are corrupted and no longer working in our interest.  They are working against our interest.  They are being used by global elites to create panic and terror and wars we don’t need and which were created either out of whole cloth, or using planned provocations.

It is mind boggling.  Trump has not stood a chance thus far.  

Every expense of sweat and blood and toil needs to be expended keeping Trump in office by any means necessary, and he needs to pull off the gloves, understand that our press works for the Communists, and start taking back this country.  To do otherwise is to invite all sorts of truly awful things.

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Put another way

 Much of the enjoyment of being a connected member of the global elite is being in on the jokes the rest of the world does not know are being played on them.

It is no doubt a weak pleasure, suitable for those with advanced cases of ennui, moral dissipation and a pathological need for attention within a self referential circle.  Ghislaine Maxwell would be an obvious example.

There exist in this world people capable of laughing at mass hunger, or at a minimum, of not caring about it in the least.  There exist people capable of starting wars for profit.  There exist people capable of robbing the poor simply because they can.

Clear sight is a vinegar of sorts.  But like vinegar, it is a tonic of sorts too, and a stark relief from saccharine bromides.

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Mockery

 I read somewhere that a core attribute of Satanism is mockery.  It occurs to me that that is what is being portrayed as well in 1984: they are mocking all human virtues, in the process of denying the possibility of being human.

Here is what I propose: a coherent sense of self is the pathway, the gateway, to connection with the universe, oneness connecting with Oneness.

A coherent sense of self is exactly that: a sense, a feeling of who you are, what you believe and why.

Evil is precisely the rejection of the self, one driven by unseen shame and fear.  It is a lie requiring continual replication and repair.

The presence of Goldstein was a conscious mockery of the people being oppressed.  And the “virus” of Goldstein was something the sadists running the system anticipated and savored.  O’Brien lived for his “work”.  The work was the purpose of the system.  The relative luxury was simply one more way they mocked everyone on the outside.  It was a way of reinforcing the lie they told themselves, that they had a purpose in all this, that violence could provide them solace, and that the costs they paid were worth the benefits they earned.

Our billionaire class is like this even now.  I think Bill Gates is like this even now.  His purpose in life is being him, knowing that most of humanity cannot be him.  But outside of a power relationship with the world, he is nothing.  He can be nothing.  He is empty, a vacuum, a dark hole.

And the Ministry of Love, the Ministry of Truth: these were even within Orwell’s context a conscious mockery.  They were consciously derisive, consciously intended to mock human possibility, human advancement, human progress.  They were not mistakes or simply concealing lies.  They were a Fuck You to all human beings capable of contemplating a lives of refinement, joy, progress, and love.

I see how horror can be addictive, but it is always a decay.  It cannot build.  It cannot grow.  It is a game played behind high walls by and for people who shrink every day.

To my mind, Winston Smith’s message to the future “from a dead man” was absolutely redemptive.  His defense of humanity was absolutely redemptive.  O’Brien was wrong, even though he broke Smith and even though such people will always break the Smiths of the world.  It was the fight he put up, his lasting efforts to remain human.

Ultimately, there really is no more contextualizing belief that what we believe happens when we “die”, when our bodies stop working, as they surely must do.  I tend to try and apply my mind to all minds, to all beliefs–I try and posit moral and psychological arguments that would be relevant and intelligible even to atheists–but everything I do is ultimately conditioned to some extent by my reading of the scientific evidence, which is that our souls go on, that there is something more, that this life and this world are not all there are.

Edit: and as I think about it, this explains much of the behavior of the Left I see on the internet.  They love mocking people, trying to hurt them, denying valid arguments or ignoring them entirely.  And they LOVE using what I have taken to calling the Idiot Emoji, which is the laughing icon.  I get that on my posts dozens of times a week.  What they are trying to do is hurt me by laughing at me, which is to say by mocking me.

All of this, to protect their own lies psychologically.  When you are lying to yourself, you have to be aggressive.  You have to attack everyone else, and keep the focus external, in vivid motion, and chaotic.

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1984

 “Who controls the past controls the future, and who controls the present controls the past.” George Orwell.

I have a confession to make: until today, I have not been able to force myself to watch or read 1984. I know the basics, have read the plot, get the ideas. But I have not seen it.

It is stunning, watching it now, how close we are. The Party can put Goldstein on a screen everyone is made to watch, and he can tell something close to the truth, and yet people are conditioned to reject it, to revile, to be triggered and enraged by it.

Is this not more or less what we are seeing in the managed hate directed at Donald Trump? In the ridiculous lies that people embrace not just willingly, but enthusiastically and violently?

And it has to be said that among all the possible ways of reading the situation, one remains that Trump himself is part of a managed “resistance” and that the war is already lost. I can’t know. Few would know. But I retain hope.

But just now–and I am writing a few notes as I watch it–it was pointed out that the continual war is necessary to keep people hungry, ignorant and angry, and that the real war is that of the State against its own people, to support a hierarchy they would never otherwise accept and support.

Is this not in a nutshell what these quarantines and lockdowns amount to? Is this not a war by other means, directed by an elite against the rank and file Americans, the “proletarians” who, in our case, would be the small business owners and working poor? Will it not have the effect of impoverishing us–while Joe Biden, if he gets in office–swears daily that he is doing his best to help us and fix everything, and God forbid the Republicans ever get back in power to make things even worse?

This whole mask thing is managed hatred. If I am not sick, I can’t infect anyone, and the bulk of evidence and common sense is that people without symptoms are not contagious. This leaves mask wearing as protection, as PPE. But that doesn’t work either.

And as I have said, when I see the fear in people’s eyes, it is obvious to me that most of them really view the masks as shields against the disease.

And in recent days I have been pointing out that if Fauci and everyone else were REALLY trying to fight this pandemic, would they not be recommending Vitamin D supplementation to everyone, and doing so at the same rate they are insisting on mask wearing?

I am obviously no expert, but it seems obvious to me that if 20% of Americans are Vitamin D deficient, and if 60 million people get the flu each year, there may well be a lot of overlap between the two. It seems obvious to me that if 60 million come down with SYMPTOMS, that 200-300 million of us must be exposed to it, and simply fight it off effectively.

And it has been known for some years that zinc supplementation shortens the duration of the symptoms which the coronaviruses that cause the common cold induce. There are a number of supplements you can buy in any grocery store which exist for that reason. And Vitamin C, likewise, seems to shorten the duration, and presumably decrease the amplitude of the illness.

Why are these FACTS not being promulgated by our “experts”? I have been asking people who became seriously ill if their doctors told them these things, and most of them say no. Why? How?

This is a 1984 grade “war”, that is how.

Another quote: “there is truth and there is untruth. To be in a minority of one doesn’t make you mad.”

Same scene: “I understand how. I don’t understand why.”

Interrogation scene:

“How does one man assert power over another?”

“By making him suffer”

“Exactly. Obedience is not enough. Power is inflicting pain and humiliation. Otherwise you cannot be sure. Power is tearing human minds apart, and putting them together again in new shapes of your own choosing. Power is not a means: it is an end. In our world there will only be triumph and self abasement. Everything else we shall destroy.

The past is forbidden. Why? Because when we can cut man from his own past, then we can cut him from his family, his children, other men, there is no loyalty, except loyalty to the Party. There is no love, except love of Big Brother. All competing pleasures we will destroy. If you want a vision of the future, Winston, imagine a boot stamping on a human face forever.

These are all themes I have explored in my own work.  Communism is vastly worse that Fascism.  Fascism, at root, is atavistic.  It is a return to tribal violence.  Communism is a new evil, which purifies and routinizes sadism in the pursuit of absolutely nothing.

In the end, Orwell described the how well, but never got at the why.  No one seems to know.  I will continue to try and get there.

This is a large universe, much larger than any Party can possibly fathom.  But this planet, they can control that.  That much is true.

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Here we go. Justice delayed is not always justice denied.

https://www.theepochtimes.com/sidney-powell-files-lawsuit…

Here we go. Promises kept, it seems.
What I will point out that is obvious is that there was NEVER, EVER any evidence Russia did more than pay a dozen guys to shitpost on Facebook.
There is apparently HUGE, empirical, eyewitness testimony that China and others worked to get Biden elected. The two situations could not be more different.
And keep in mind the Democrats and the media kept the Russian BS going for FOUR YEARS. Even a year after Mueller I see it getting cited reflexively.
If Biden winds up in the White House it will be the largest crime ever committed against the American people.
“The complaint also cites a former electronic intelligence analyst under the 305th Military Intelligence Battalion, who declared that the Dominion software was accessed by agents acting on behalf of China and Iran to monitor and manipulate elections, including the 2020 U.S. general election.
A former U.S. Military Intelligence expert had analyzed the Dominion software system and concluded that the system and software “were certainly compromised by rogue actors, such as Iran and China,” according to another part of the complaint.”
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Philiast

 I was told to look up the word Philiast while meditating this morning.  Assume it was my unconscious.  We all believe in that.

I came up with Philia.  Here is what Wikipedia has to say: Philia (/ˈfɪliə/Ancient Greekφιλία), often translated “brotherly love“, is one of the four ancient Greek words for lovephiliastorgeagape and eros. In Aristotle‘s Nicomachean Ethics, philia is usually translated as “friendship” or affection.[1] The complete opposite is called a phobia.

Logically, a Philiast would be someone who practices brotherly or affectionate love.  It would in theory be the sort of thing implied in calling everyone comrade, which is pretty close to friend, and certainly brother and sister.

Philiasm would, I suppose, be the creed that we should love one another.

Where is the Philiasm in the world, outside of religious communities?

Is it not conspicuous, when seen from this perspective, that the Left focuses nearly entirely on phobias?  Why, to take one obvious example, would the goal be to exclude and demonize “racists” rather than to reform them, teach them, and bring them in the fold?  Why is love so conspicuously absent?  Why are the dominant emotions anger, rejection and hatred?

The obvious answer to me is that the whole thing is based on hatred, and polarizing and dividing people is a classic road to power and control.

I will comment though as well that those other words–storge, agape and eros–are good words too.  It is an odd fact of human consciousness that it can seem easier sometimes to feel things we have words for.

And is the study of love not something of intrinsic importance?  I remember agape from Sunday school but I had to look up storge.

Should we not all make an effort to take up Philiasm, now that it has been named?  Brother?  Sister?

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Put another way

 If the only way you can catch fraud is while it is happening, and if the process of observation is interrupted such that the fraud can proceed without risk of detection, you cannot then reward the cheater with a presumptive victory, since they had the most votes at the end of the process.  They did NOT have the most votes, or in any event, they had a lot of fake votes that cancelled out legal votes cast by overly trusting American citizens.  In reality, the cheaters themselves may not even know who really won.  It really doesn’t matter, if they can claim victory.  Joe Biden probably did actually win many of the States he claims to have won, just not by the margins claimed.

So the only honest standard is to default the election to the person or people who were NOT cheating.  If you can’t know–if no one can know–you have to punish the people who committed the violence to the system.

Doing otherwise is ludicrous, and an open and active encouragement and enticement to continue doing the same thing indefinitely, or at least long enough to change the rules so that cheating is effectively legal, and the new law of the land.