As I say, I see visions sometimes, usually when meditating or relaxing deeply.
This morning I saw one that came out of a cluster of internal referents I should likely cover briefly.
One is a talk by David Icke on a podcast which was on YouTube (which I now cannot find, although it may only be the search algorithm which changed) which discusses the 9/11 attacks, which Icke blames on a secret cult of Sabbateans. You will of course find no evidence for this anywhere. That could be, obviously, because it is pure bullshit. It would also be the effect of successful concealment. That is the genius of conspiracy theories: the absence of evidence can BECOME evidence, if you are so inclined. There is no evidence because your particular THEY covered it up. QED emotionally, if not logically.
Within the talk, he talked about Reptilians, with whom he is most associated in the minds of most. It’s such an absurd claim on the face of it, that everything he says is rejected on that basis, and I must admit with considerable justice.
But I give everyone their chance, and the reality is that, as I keep saying, we need SOME conspiracy theory to “connect the dots”, in a phrase he uses often. So why NOT David Icke? The one place I am SURE I will not see the full truth is all the media we have been trained to believe covers all the stories worth covering, and which do their best, we are told, to know and to share the whole unvarnished truth. This, itself, is an obvious lie. So you have to wander into strange places, knowing they are likely nuts, but perhaps not dishonest, and that some portion of what they have to say, however small it may be, will be useful and helpful and enlightening. That is the hope.
In that talk–which for those with some persistence was with some podcaster with a Ph.D I think from UW-Madison, and who studied Moroccan Sufis, and converted to Islam–he claimed the elite elite, the 1 in a million, do ceremonies where dark entities actually appear. Where they communicate with them directly. In effect, where demons appear, which he equates with the Reptilians. He is claiming they are a race which lives in another dimension and which feeds on human pain.
Crazy? Maybe. But not so different from what the church two blocks from your house teaches, and the next church 2 blocks from that. You are surrounded by–your city is filled with–people who would accept this basic idea. With some mild reframing, it works well.
Ponder clearly that substantially all Christian Churches teach that God created a perfect world which was corrupted by Satan in the form of a serpent, and into which pain was introduced as a result.
Further, that the only way to correct the situation was for God to send his Only Son into the world, to suffer and die as a human sacrifice, so that God could alter his perception and behavior towards His own creation.
That is the story, as I was taught it, and I attended Sunday School and the following sermon every Sunday for most of my childhood, and was often asked to attend Wednesday supplemental trainings; as well as (of course, for the people who know this world) vacation Bible school, and Christian summer camp.
Everyone is crazy, in my view. But some forms of craziness make more sense than others. I see my craziness, but also believe that knowing you are crazy means you are not crazy, as Lao Tzu taught a very long time ago.
Be that as it may, this image of demons feeding directly on human pain brought to mind a book called “Deeply Odd”, by Dean Koontz, where he actually portrays such a ceremony, where dark forces actually appear, in response to the intended sacrifice of children. That book is a bit harrowing, because something like what he portrays may be possible. Since I mistrust everyone, it made me wonder if he himself–Koontz–was connected to such people. His mind obviously goes easily and deeply to dark places. But that is likely a step too far. I hope.
So anyway, in my vision, I am looking at these entities, which are infinite beings like many other infinite beings. Like all of us, in fact. They were rebelling against an eternal order with an eternal Law. They did not want to be inevitable participants in a universal drama they could not control. They did not want to accept their destiny and role. The planets accept their destiny of circling the sun for billions of years, but they wanted a world they controlled.
So they created a cave, with the cave ceiling the limit of their perception, and the limit of what they cared about. They created, in other words, a cage within which they lived, but within which they were also relative Gods, who gave orders, rather than received orders.
They rejected What Is, in other words, in favor of something much smaller. They created an illusion for themselves, which they imposed on other souls.
And other souls in the universe saw this, and are gradually working to persuade them to come back home. And the feeling tone is a bit authoritarian. The message is one of inevitability, not freedom of behavior and decision. So it would be understandable for them to want to create their OWN authoritarianism, one that differed from might be termed God’s Law, or The Way.
Now, to an infinite being, 20,000 years is not a long time [another image I will share that came to me a few months ago, is that there may exist beings whose time sense is so different from our own that the rotation of the Earth around the Sun looks like a fan; ponder that one a moment], and I think that is about how long they have had control. Like all this, that is pure intuition, which is to say purely a guess. And it may well be that there are many advantages to the world as it is today, even for more advanced beings. Nothing is good or bad in itself. It has everything to do with what you make of it.
But perhaps it is the destiny of these “rebels” to be brought back home. Perhaps all of them will soon awaken from what amounts to a hypnotic trance.
And in the meantime, our own rebels–physical political rebels–are likewise destined to be returned to our cages. The first motion is outward, the second inward.
This is pretty out there. I get that. But it’s my blog, my play space, and I say what I want because I can.