If and when I ever find myself teaching–and I continue to hope to found a church of some sort, and am actively planning out how this might happen, with increasing, I hope, realism–I would want to teach in such a format. I would be integrally connected to all. And all can see all. Everything is here, and distance and separation are erased.
I’ve never seen anything like this that I can recall, although I have been in a theater where the audience sits on all sides. The focus is still the stage though. This would be a sort of tiered hole in the ground, with perhaps 4 rows.
I will add that I went to bed at 9, but shook myself awake at 10, 11, and 12. It’s tiring being me. I still get attacked by demons, but I have largely lost my fear. The other night one was pushing energy at me, and I pushed it back, and it ran away. I don’t know if these are eddies of nervous, traumatic tension appearing and being reconciled. I think they are at least that. But perhaps something more, too. I don’t know. It’s been I suppose 15-20 or so now.
I am getting genuinely tougher though, too. That is a good feeling. I don’t think many people could do the work I do the way I do it.