Categories
Uncategorized

“Vaccine” logic

First off, a true vaccine confers immunity.  Examples would be the smallpox and Whooping Cough vaccines.  Whatever side effects may come from them, they WILL confer immunity.  Exposed to those pathogens in the “wild” you will not become infected.

These jabs do NOT confer immunity.  More importantly, they don’t even seem to affect your chance of INFECTION, which was by far the most important supposed feature of these things.  The whole point of mandates is that you become less likely to spread the disease if you have gotten your jab like a good little German.

But rates of infection are nearly the same.  It’s a percentage point or two, but really not relevant from a public policy perspective.

So THE RATIONALE FOR MANDATES IS NON-EXISTENT.

I want to emphasize that.  The way we get from a personal decision to a mandate is if MY decision affects YOU.  Masks were sold the same way.  If we had been told wearing masks protects the person wearing them, then it would have logically been a personal choice.  But by claiming that ME acting as if I might be infectious indefinitely was going to potentially save YOUR life, or that of your grandmother, mandates were imposed and enforced.  This despite the comparison case of Sweden, which clearly showed masks are neither necessary nor sufficient for ANYTHING.  Completely stupid in nearly all cases for everyone.

Likewise with the jabs.  If you and I work together, and I am more likely to infect you with COVID if I have not been vaccinated, then you have a claim, of sorts, on me.  I endanger you by increasing your risk.

But if I am equally likely to infect you both with and without participating in this medical experiment, then you DO NOT have a claim on me.

At that point, it defaults to a method of decreasing hospitalization, in theory, and of death, but that then becomes a PERSONAL DECISION.  If I think I am less likely to die of COVID if I get the jab, then I get the jab.

But as I keep pointing out, it was obvious from the get-go that this disease was only dangerous to certain categories of people, mostly people with one foot in the grave already, and the really fat and inactive.

And as I also keep pointing out, supplementing with common, known safe in reasonable quantities vitamins and minerals DOES THE SAME THING CLAIMED FOR THE JABS, but at a fraction of the risk.

Vitamin D sufficiency alone–defined for this purpose as 50ng/ml serum Vitamin D–seems to do more than the jabs, although God help the clinician who tries to run that analysis.

And the Zelenko Protocols reduce risk further.  For basic prevention of COVID, the flu, the common cold, and every other infectious illness, take 25mg Zinc, 500 mg Quercetin, and 1,000 mg Vitamin C, preferably Ester-C (Ester C is my addition, which may or may not make sense).

Do you GET how none of this makes sense?   How, from the START of all this it has been indefensible bullshit?  All we have done since then is aggregate data that, yes, epidemiological science as it existed for most of the last 200 years was not changed in any meaningful way in 2020, despite Fauci’s claims to the contrary.

Herd Immunity is the play, and Farr’s Law is the rule.  The task is and always was to get over the Bell Curve hump as fast as possible, with as little death as possible, which in turn was obviously a matter of TREATMENT and prevention.  The longer it takes to get over the hump, the more people die, and obviously the longer the pandemic and pandemic restrictions last.

And OBVIOUSLY making this thing worse and longer lasting has always been the goal.  This is indisputable to me.  Everything obvious, easy and safe was taken off the table at the outset, and everything stupid, dangerous and destructive was made the law of the land.

Here is one piece on Harvey Risch, who is in an elite and small group of academics who made it through this without making complete assholes out of themselves.  Most of the working academics and most of the doctors should feel SHAME for what they have done, and what they have participated in.

How did Nazi Germany happen?  The Holocaust?  Well, you just watched it, didn’t you?

Ponder this:

“I’m looking at clinicians who have now treated more than 150,000 patients, with fewer than 2 dozen deaths, with #hydroxychloroquine.”

Categories
Uncategorized

A deep dive on abortion

As I understand it, the Women’s Rights movement has had three phases, or “waves” (Note: after I started this, I noticed there is a claimed “Fourth Wave”, but since the third one cannot be properly defined, as I will discuss, I will leave it out.)

In the first wave, women demanded basic legal rights, which amounted to full political and legal investiture.  People forget women did not get the right to vote everywhere in the United States until 1920.  This history is interesting.

I will note that, in principle at least, if not always in reality, black men were granted the right to vote 50 years before women, in 1870.

And in my understanding, there were a host of petty laws which made life for women harder.  In divorce I don’t think they did as well.  There were restrictions on inheritance and the property they could own in many places.

The goal was, ultimately, to, simply add women to the list of “right holders”.

Martin Luther King, Jr. said:

“I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: ‘We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal. ‘

As we now know, he was more than a bit of a misogynist, but women wanted to be equal too.  This was historically strange, I will say, within the Judeo-Christian tradition, but logically implied in the language and ideas underlying the language of our Constitution and Declaration of Independence.

Men and women are different.  They have different emotional needs, different ways of expressing power, and thus differing objectives.  But asking for a seat at the table of power was always solidly within the Enlightenment tradition of the West.

As I understand it, the Second Wave of Feminism was about respect.  It was about not being treated as inferior socially, about not being looked down on, at being allowed by men to do all the things men took it for granted were men things to do.

This too was a reasonable demand.  We really DO all benefit from a diversity of opinions and approaches.  Women have always had much to offer, but it was usually offered to their husbands, in the privacy of homes.  All nations have always lived with the results of women’s private counsel, even if most men have not wanted to admit it.

But still, that is not open power.  That is not having a voice in public, and a platform from which to speak.  That is not BEING the boss.  That is having the boss wrapped around your finger, sometimes, but not always and not necessarily.

The point I will make here, though, is that all these demands were about ACCESS, about opportunities.  About having fuller, richer, more independent and consciously chosen lives, rather than being assigned the task of wife and mother, cook and housekeeper, and always living in the shadows.

I feel reasonably confident saying that most effective people, who live happy and productive lives, had good mothers.  If it was not their actual mother, it was a female who provided emotional support and strength when it was needed.  In Winston Churchill’s case, it may well have been his nanny, since he rarely saw either of his parents.

So this role is vitally important for society.  And it is a noble role.  But it is also perfectly understandable that not all women WANT that role, that they chafe at it, and want more freedom.

I think of Virginia Woolf’s “A Room of One’s Own”.  All creative work requires time and a space of one’s own, both of which usually require money and a freedom from other responsibilities.  And the URGE some women have to pursue those things needs to be supported socially.  Practically, the men in their lives had to be supportive back then.

All of this is very complex.  I just read a review of Betty Friedan’s “The Feminine Mystique” and will quote from the Wiki on it:

Friedan recalls her own decision to conform to society’s expectations by giving up her promising career in psychology to raise children, and shows that other young women still struggled with the same kind of decision. Many women dropped out of school early to marry, afraid that if they waited too long or became too educated, they would not be able to attract a husband. Friedan argues at the end of the chapter that although theorists discuss how men need to find their identity, women are expected to be autonomous. She states, “Anatomy is woman’s destiny, say the theorists of femininity; the identity of woman is determined by her biology.” Friedan goes on to argue that the problem is women needing to mature and find their human identity. She argues, “In a sense that goes beyond any woman’s life, I think this is a crisis of women growing up—a turning point from an immaturity that has been called femininity to full human identity.”

The “Feminine Mystique”, so called, is a perhaps ironic term which describes the pervasive sense particularly in the 1950’s that women could be naturally contented with lives that would drive most men crazy.  Her point was that it was driving a lot of WOMEN crazy too.

In my own view, individuation, or growth to her “full human identity” really is THE main point of life.  So Second Wave Feminism might be summarized, and no doubt somewhat or perhaps grossly oversimplified, as the demand that women be allowed to mature, to grow into full adulthood, and to undergo all the strains and stresses that come along with that important work.  They had made progress in all that in the 1930’s and 1940’s, only to more or less be shoved back into the kitchen and laundry room.

Men and women, marching arm in arm as coconspirators and fellow soldiers, into the Search for Meaning.  It’s an attractive image, to me at least.

But then something happened.  The politics devolved into a renewed descent into immaturity and loss of meaning.  The whole dialogue began to center around a search for victimhood, around alleged “oppression”, and it became angry and in my view childish.  The quest for “full human identity” stopped.  Anger replaced reason, and emotionality stood in for mature empowerment.  This trend was general, and not just for so-called “Third Wave” feminists, who lacked a truly reasonable voice, because they didn’t know what they wanted.  From Wikipedia: “confusion surrounding what constitutes third-wave feminism is in some respects its defining feature.”

Most people seem to date the beginning of all this with the confirmation of Clarence Thomas, who may or may not have sexually harassed Anita Hill, but who clearly did not do a fraction of the things Martin Luther King, Jr did, or JFK, or any of a long list of most of the men of the past hundred years.

And I would like to place the issue of abortion into this context.  The ability to give birth is, I think most people would agree, the most sacred and beautiful thing about being a woman.  All men and all women pass through a women to come into this life.  There are no exceptions, at least yet (and let us hope there never are).

Children are beautiful.  They are enchanting.  I never felt love until I had children.  And one of my proudest life moments was when one of my kids, who would have been about four, told me “you look like my daddy but you are really my mommy.”  Men definitely can be nurturing.  But she had a good mother too.  I want to emphasize that.  She did a very good job at creating an ordered, stable, and emotionally safe (most of the time) home.   I left relatively early, but we coparented well.

Here is my point: third and fourth wave feminists are long on the demands they want to make.  They are long on their list of rights.  But at the heart of it all it feels emotionally empty to me.  They are not asking for the right to live their own lives their own way.  That is a reasonable demand.  They have made DEMANDS the sole point and purpose of their lives, and that is emotionally weak.  It is no basis for a good life, and the ANGER that defines these people, this relentless, continual, never ending RAGE in the midst of BOTH freedom and plenty, makes that clear.

And abortion is one of these demands.  Gone is the women cursed with an abusive husband forced into a pregnancy she doesn’t want; or a sexually abused young women forced into a dangerous back alley abortion.  Gone is the need to hide a pregnancy out of wedlock by sending some young girl out of state (as happened with a relation of my ex-father in law).

No the demand is the demand.  The FORCE and VIOLENCE is the POINT.  They are not trying to protect women.  Limiting abortions to the first trimester is sufficient for that.  After six weeks any reasonably intelligent woman knows she is pregnant, and for that matter cheap, quick, and easy tests are available within six blocks in just about every city in America.  If you miss your period, you can know if you are pregnant in an hour for less than the cost of a pizza.

This is the reason that many women WHO DONT WANT CHILDREN IN ANY EVENT, and many of whom are lesbians, not least out of political conviction, are so energized to prevent ANY restrictions on abortion, even up to the moment of delivery.  National level Democrats support full term abortions, and seem to be in the majority.  Full term abortions are legal in some States now, like Oregon (as I understand it).

Thus, rather than using the hard fought freedom that their forebears won at much cost of heartache and pain to learn to live their best lives, to grow as individuals, to nurture their unique talents into maturity, it has retrogressed into what emotionally amounts to grade school bullying.

There is nothing transcendent in this.  Nothing healthy.  Nothing TRULY empowering.  How could anyone be empowered who spends every waking moment looking for reasons to feel victimized, and who views the only solution as changing EVERYTHING?

Freedom to live your own life is one thing.  Freedom from every possible nuisance, bad idea, ignorant comment, or emotional complication and pain is another.  In important respects, I would argue we NEED difficulty to grow emotionally, so demanding that all difficulty be removed from life amounts to a demand to be a perennial child, who both makes demands of the parents, and yet still clings to them like a leech, with the parent here, of course, being mostly government.

Ultimately, yes, politics is downstream from culture, and culture is downstream from philosophy, and more deeply, a FELT SENSE of life. If you feel life has a meaning and a purpose for you, then you will embrace one sort of politics, if you get into politics at all. If you feel life LACKS meaning, then the game of life becomes one of continual deflection, undirected hostility, and ultimately a deep sense of helpless dependence on forces beyond your control, which was the precise evil ALL of Feminism evolved to combat and grow beyond.

The precise problem of Postmodernism is that it lacks the language and tools for emotional clarity.  It lacks a language of growth, of maturity, of wisdom, and of personal empowerment in a healthy way.

All of the Fifty Shades of Grey have found their way onto Target bookshelves.  All of them sold HUGE amounts.  And they were written by a women, for women.  Is this really where we would be at if women were fulfilling the hopes of Second Wave Feminism?  I have not read them, but have read some summaries, and it seems as of the female “heroine” is more or less reduced to a role not that different from that of the immature female Friedan referenced with the term “Feminine Mystique”.  All that work, to return to square one.

It should be added that many, many people, men and women alike, are failing, in larger and larger numbers, to achieve basic psychological maturity and individuation.  It might almost be said we have not just returned to the Feminine Mystique, but added a Male Mystique, such that everyone is lost, everyone is unhappy, and everyone is searching and not finding.

In such a world, anger and outrage are a simple home, and that is where far too many of us are choosing to live.

As should be obvious, I view my own work as trying to find and provide better answers than I am seeing out there in our cultural landscape at present, and for the foreseeable future. If anything, our public discourse is getting meaner and dumber.

I am a dreamer.  It’s what I do.  But I am also a pragmatist, and all hope needs a plan, and all plans need to define their purpose and their method, and what success looks like, and what failure looks like.

 

Categories
Uncategorized

Saving lives

Forks kill vastly more people in this country than guns do.

Categories
Uncategorized

Cruelty

The capacity for cruelty is something we are all born with.  I will often say things, then figure out later why I said them.

We all need to FEEL the capacity for cruelty because IT IS THERE ALREADY.  You can’t own it and control it if you refuse to admit it is even there.

Everything possible for any human is possible for any and all of us.  If you nurture the conceit that YOU would have opposed the Nazi’s in the 30’s, it is most likely you would have been among their most ardent supporters.  This applies to most of the people I see, who follow the flow, no matter how stupid it is, how wrong, or how destructive.  It is simply fashionable, as of course it should be, to think of them as evil.

But Communism should be thought of as evil for the same reasons–really, the same reasons multiplied by ten or twenty–but it is not fashionable.  So I feel on good ground saying that anybody unwilling NOW to denounce Communism and the atrocities that followed it everywhere, very certainly would have been excellent Hitler Youth or SA or SS material.

As long as you accept conditioning which teaches you to hate people in GROUPS, which is the essence of the Collectivist project, the exact group really doesn’t matter.  It could be Jews, Gypsies, white people, black people, homosexuals, the “cisgendered”, the bourgeoisie, the Kulaks, Christians, people with glasses, Tibetans, or Falun Gong.

And I can’t remember if I said this or not, but it seems to me that there is no point trying to decide who you want to be until you know fully who you ARE.  I think most of us just stick our own capacities for atrocities deep in a hole, then spend our lives telling various lies about who we are and what we want.

And of course if a time comes when public moral virtue equals allowing out your inner demons, then it no doubt feels good.  And the goal of aspiring tyrants and demonic rulers is precisely to give people that permission.  As it exists today, the propaganda of the Left in this country consists in little else but mobilizing and directing violent hate.  In their particular case, most of the hate is directed at people who are claimed, without evidence and in the face of a mountain of contrary facts, to be “haters”.  You are allowed to hate haters.  Just don’t make any effort to understand them, or the entire moral basis of your life will evaporate.

Categories
Uncategorized

Informed ignorance

This needs to be a phrase.

By way of explanation I would say that the word oxymoron isn’t an oxymoron.

Categories
Uncategorized

AI

AI is really the ultimate Idol, isn’t it?  It is an effort to create a perfect intelligence in imitation of God.

I cannot say we are not hibernating octopuses on an unimaginably large space ship dreaming we are human, and controlled already by a computer, but it doesn’t feel that way, and we have nothing but our minds and spirits to go by.  It is not bad policy to view all decisions about the nature of reality as provisional, but I think if A reliably leads to B, then some faith in that process is warranted, and that is in any event the only logical basis for moving forward.  Confusion seems to be our natural condition, and it may never be cured fully.

Categories
Uncategorized

Authentic Religion

I feel that in any large, old, and calcified culture authentic religion almost by definition must be rebellious and “criminal”, as seen from the eyes of the elites who run the show.  It is a rebellion against stupidity and insincerity.

I was dreaming last night of this gigantic criminal caper, organized to an extreme degree by a supernatural intelligence, to create a beautiful school and a beautiful theater, all for ordinary hard-scrabble kids in the desert.  It ended with a ceremony, a religious ceremony, in which a bunch of toothless and uneducated people offered their respects in a large ceremony–one conducted in the open after having tricked the Law into going en masse to look for us hundreds of miles away, and after which it was understood the party was over.  As in Hell and High Water, the money had been legally protected to be used in perpetuity for the school and theater, with a provision that the many colors of the theater could only be painted over in parts, and only with certain colors.

I had a plastic bag with three pouches in it.  There had been 5, but two were empty.  One of the remaining ones had salt in it.  I don’t know what was in the other two.  I offered it on the altar–altars are an important mythic symbol, and if you don’t have one in your house, I would encourage you to make one, and I mean this physically and literally–and that is where the dream ended.

Last night was filled with many strange and powerful dreams.  In another I went right up to the limits of sanity.  Without being able to convey more than a tone–I would say it was something much like the movie “The Dark City”– it seems to me that culture exists to keep people sane, in an endless universe.  We need culture, which amounts to rules of the game, boundaries, limits.  How could you play “soccer” if there were no rules?  If you could pick the ball up with your hands any time, or push people down, or if the lines on the sides didn’t matter?  You need rules.  We all need rules, even if at some point we realize they are arbitrary.

In some respects our best minds and best scholars are really like kids playing a street game of stickball and debating and deciding on the rules as they go.  I wonder how many kids nowadays miss this sort of experience.  I played dodgeball in the street.  I wonder how many kids do today.  “Less” seems a reasonable answer.

I will keep doing my work.  I am certainly willing to risk madness.  I think much of spiritual growth consists in blowing up a superficial and weak ego over and over, and then trusting to your “Ahamkara”, as they call it in Sanskrit, your “I-Maker” to slowly recoalesce something usable, and something that amounts to a better set of rules for the game of life.  The goal is not to disappear. The goal is to be able to disappear when needed.  To be “reversible”, to use Moshe Feldenkrais’s excellent word, with respect to your sense of self and certainly your self importance and even dignity.

Categories
Uncategorized

Question

What would you say the difference is between a neurologically and emotionally well established addiction to continual stimulation and an anxiety disorder?  Give it a few seconds before you answer.

Categories
Uncategorized

You are your most important work of art

I think in some respects it is useful to view the purpose of life as making yourself beautiful and interesting inside.  You are a complex flow of life energy, and it has a vibration, an identity, a uniqueness.  It is a painting, a play, a dance, a piece of music.  You are your own on-going silent poetry reading.  You are colors and patterns and feeling tones and musical notes.  You are all forms of art at once.  Physical, expressed art comes from this latent potential, which is why you can infer much about people by looking or listening to how they express themselves, how they manifest what is within them.

Our task is to “sculpt” or paint, or play with this energy in creative, fun, useful and competent ways.  And it is to paint on a progressively larger and larger canvas, to grow in our abilities.

To take a counter-intuitive example, we need the capacity for cruelty, but the wisdom and compassion not to express it unless absolutely needed for some larger, truly good, purpose.  This is more or less what I understand Jordan Peterson to be arguing.

Part of learning how to “do” or dance Life, is developing competence across many emotional and work domains.  This is growth.  This is an increase in the number of places we can go to behaviorally and affectively and feel some control, and some sense of familiarity.

Your work of art is what you present to God when you die.  It is the only possible gift which could matter, and the true enjoyment is looking in a perfect mirror.

This is what I believe.  I wonder about my life and what I’m doing with it.  I could have done this or that. I could have been good at anything.  I’m smart and not afraid of work.

But this work of art: that is what I chose.  I just realized it.  Everything in my life is organized around creating the time and space to do what I do.  Nothing else really matters all that much.  I do wish sometimes I had closer friends, but really where would I meet people who operate the way I do?  Who spend all day every day pondering all the most difficult topics of life?  I wear people out sharing a fraction of what is going on my mind at any given moment.  I see their eyes glaze over.  I don’t fault them.  It is what it is.

We all pass through that hole in the sky alone, at least as far as anyone we might know on this side; and I feel strongly that those who do the work of learning to create beauty in themselves all offer gifts to those around them without even trying.

I do think I give people the gift of courage sometimes even now, but I can do better.

Categories
Uncategorized

Is Smallpox the next play?

https://banned.video/watch?id=619bd113a59e0c5e2327f54c

I think it is important to meditate on the obvious fact that what is being done in the NAME of COVID-19 is centrally planned and that all this is not intended to reduce death, but increase it; not increase safety but decrease it.

If you look at the Finns, they had almost no death.  I think the case is good that their less than 1% Vitamin D deficiency played an important role.

And you have to ask: how could the public health authorities of ANY northern nation not have been recommending Vitamin D supplementation since at least the 1980’s?  There is no way most people in places like Canada, Scandinavia, Russia, Mongolia and northern China are not deficient for periods of time EVERY winter.  Cold water fish help, but for optimal levels you really need supplements, or so it seems to me.

My gift and my curse is I see stupid people, and I see corrupt people.  Effectively it is the same thing, but the particular domain of stupidity shifts a bit.