Month: September 2021

In an infinite universe–which we may live in, or perhaps in an infinite Mind, which amounts to the same thing, except that no physical laws exist any more if they ever did–this planet has been duplicated infinite times.  There are planets that are 100 years behind us, and a 100 years ahead of us.  Some found ways to spiritual peace and physical harmony and sufficiency, and some destroyed themselves.  Some fell and some will fall into darkness.

You can’t fix them all.  You can’t fix any of them.  There is an infinite amount of trouble out there.  There is no end.

Here is what I propose–and this is my meditation for me that I am sharing, for you to do what you will with: we are not here to fix the world, but OURSELVES.  That is the point of life.

Granted, it is a cliche.  But a recontextualized cliche, and I personally needed that new context.

Me, I have always had this latent sense of carrying the world on my shoulders.  I am most likely a type recognizable to savvy and experienced therapists.  I have a history that predisposed me to this, and the details don’t interest me at the moment, and even less anyone reading this.

Here is the thing: we can never, ever, ever absolutely guarantee an outcome involving situations where many elements are beyond our control.  And of course when it comes to the planet, few individuals matter at all.  Our future will be decided, most likely by less than a 1,000 people globally.

Part of growing as a spirit and being is CARING.  Caring implies doing what you can to alleviate unnecessary and unhelpful human suffering (not all suffering IS unnecessary or unhelpful, to be clear) as best you can.  In the present time, to my mind this would involve political awareness and engagement.  This is a hell of a fight.

But all I as a person can speak to is my own effort.  And whatever happens, my  belief is that I will go on in some way, somewhere.  A large body of empirical data supports this notion, so this is not pie in the sky, and it is certainly not a religious sentiment, as I don’t have a formal faith.

For me, though, accepting the possibility of failure is most likely the best first step for me to be able to put my true best foot forward to play my role in stopping this darkness.  And that image, of infinite Earths, infinite clusterfucks and paradises, is useful.  It may be for you too.

I feel the need to point out that there are most likely a good number of Americans who were taken captive in Afghanistan, and bad things done to them.  The same would hold doubly for our allies in Afghanistan who were completely abandoned.

As I said at the time, the REAL problem for Joe Biden was not abandoning Americans, but that that fact would be reported.  His real enemies, therefore, were not the Taliban, but journalists able and willing to report on the situation in Afghanistan, from Afghanistan.

Would it not make sense, then, to share the locations and names of all Western journalists in Afghanistan with the Taliban?

The whole thing was conducted more or less like the Chinese or someone had given him a deadline to get out.  He did not even do the BASICS, the common decency things, the responsible things.  None of it.  Just: GET OUT NOW.  And then we close shop, and forget the things and people we left behind.  Then we move the news cycle along, and its all tied up with a pretty bow and forgotten.

This is the degree of mistrust I feel: it would not surprise me if Joe Biden–which is pretty much always to say those people operating this de facto simulacrum of a human being–sent CIA folks to Afghanistan to teach the Taliban how to use the weapons they were gifted.

The whole thing is a monstrous betrayal on many levels.

This is a scientifically formatted hypothesis, within broad limits:

https://www.infowars.com/posts/british-funeral-director-covid-19-deaths-were-inflated-mass-vaccination-came-before-huge-explosion-in-death-counts/

O’Looney went further, claiming that coronavirus vaccine deaths are becoming increasingly common, suggesting that the vaccine “advocates” are unknowingly sending people to their deaths. He added that multiple experts have told him that “in October, November and December, a terrible death rate, globally” will occur “exclusively” with vaccinated people. “Those deaths will be labeled swiftly as a new variant strain of COVID,” he said.

As I continue to believe, SOME explanation is needed for the huge push on involuntary spike protein injections.  This would serve the purpose too. I have already seen many reports that vaccine deaths and injuries are being systematically mislabeled as COVID related.

My own conspiracy theory is that they want to get enough people jabbed that they can claim natural immunity never would have done the trick, that the authors of the Great Barrington Declaration were completely wrong, and that this global, engineered catastrophe was necessary, when this is obviously a complete lie.

It is disappointing to me that Sweden went for the spike protein jabs.  They have very high compliance, presumably, for the obvious and simple reason that their health authorities have not been jacking them around for a year.  As a generally healthy nation, they are also much less likely to suffer ill effects from the jabs than less healthy nations, like the UK and United States.

And I will comment that it occurred to me to frame things this way: with regard to ANY vaccine, you are triggering the immune system.  You are inducing a short term disease, to which inflammation is the response as the immune system does its job, but which is many orders of magnitude less dangerous.  And in so doing, with a REAL vaccine, you are creating immunity.  If you were immunized for smallpox, you won’t get smallpox.

That public health authorities and politicians are intentionally blurring this distinction is yet one more sign the science is cooked, and the whole thing a charade being played for weak, fearful, ignorant and gullible.

The WHO, as recently as two years ago–and I cited these statistics somewhere–admitted that some major and common vaccination, which I recall as MMR (Measles, Mumps, Rubella), which is given to nearly all children in the rich world, kills about 1 person in a million, and causes permanent injury in about 10-20, with brain inflammation being one of the most common side effects, and which very certainly could cause permanent brain dysfunctions of the sort seen in autism.

Those cases are known–have been known about for many years–but settlements are paid out by the American taxpayers, as adjudicated in Vaccine Courts we also pay for, and one of the conditions of which is presumably silence. If you want the money, you keep your mouth shut.  That may even be true with COVID jabs, come to think of it.

That is why “anti-vaxxers” can be called crazy, even when there is ZERO scientific doubt that sometimes–very rarely on all accounts–very real problems do occur, that can be directly and reliably attributed to the vaccines.

One can certainly argue that kids die in car wrecks at higher rates, and be right.  A negligible number of deaths is not a good reason, necessarily, not to do all the childhood vaccinations.  My kids took the whole round of them.  I had vague, but not serious, anxiety.  All was well.

At the same time, these facts should be known.  That is a part of informed consent.  Any more, virtually every principle of ethics, for every professional, is seemingly being trampled on with impunity.

But to return to COVID, these injections do not induce resistance to the actual disease at all.  The disease is not present in its natural form.  It is not an attenuated and killed virus or bacteria.  It purely synthetic. It is cooked up in a lab.

And what it does is inject what amount to nanobots (Messenger RNA created for the purpose in the equivalent of test tubes) which instruct some portion of the bodies cells to MIMIC SARS-CoV-2.  Those cells are then ALSO purely synthetic.  They would not and could not occur in that form in nature.

Why would any rational person think that an immune system which fought off the REAL disease would be less able to fight it off in the future than someone who had synthetic agents injected into them?  In my mind–and this is completely inaccurate scientifically–it feels like they are injecting silicone gel with trained properties.  It is Diet Coke.  It is Twinkies.  It is Red Dye #7.  It is not natural.

And of course the DATA–to the extent it is allowed through the media firewall–supports this common sense supposition.

Cui Bono?  Well, who is making cash money from the injections?  Who is using a pandemic which has been fought incompetently from the start, based on non-existent science we were told not to question–and censored when qualified people did–to accumulate power by pushing fear?

I think I can assert with some confidence that when you get a sickly feeling in your stomach, you are starting to get it.

 

I think I have allowed five minutes to pass without mentioning Vitamin D, and am want to correct that error.

In all seriousness, I am a bit of a monomaniac about this for two reasons: 1) it is a large problem; and 2) IT IS EASILY CORRECTED.

As I mentioned a couple weeks ago, 42% of all Americans are D deficient, at least part of the year, and a staggering 82% of African Americans.  Vitamin D does so many things, and lacking it is is a virtual guarantee of a shorter, less good life.

It is relevant to COVID: https://c19vitamind.com/

56% improvement (I am not sure how they define “improvement”, but it seems to be a meta-analytical term in reference to whatever the metric was, whether mortality, risk of intubation (de facto murder), or hospitalization) in sufficiency studies, and keep in mind that was among diagnosed cases, or so I assume.  I don’t know how they would or could study invisible cases.  Many, many of the invisible cases may well happen among the Vitamin D sufficient, who fight this not dangerous illness off easily.

Low Vitamin D levels seem to be related to a host of problems, including increased risk of infectious illness generally, heart disease, cancer, diabetes, weak bones, and premature death across the board.

From here: https://www.hsph.harvard.edu/nutritionsource/vitamin-d/

Here is my point: no one is arguing that people should take TOO much.  But

1) 4,000 iu daily seems to be GRAS–Generally Regarded as Safe–for everyone.  It is obviously vastly safer in that dose than the spike protein injections.

2) A high percentage of us are deficient, particularly in the black community, where it could well be called a pandemic of malnutrition.

3) This Vitamin is really cheap.  Here is actually a version that has everything but Quercetin in it: 60 days for $23.  If you still feel fear, take two of those daily with half a gram of Quercetin.

Here is D3 by itself: $14 for a 175 day (six months roughly) supply if you take 4,000 iu.  A years supply if you only take 2,000, which would still be a HUGE improvement for most folks, and in my own non-medical but intelligent view, ALL black folks should take at least 4,000 iu year round, for the rest of their lives.  Vitamin D deficiency ALONE could probably account for many of the differential health outcomes.

4) Vitamin D seems to help with COVID.  Given the global insanity, what do we have to lose?  There IS NO DOWNSIDE, that I can see.  There are many downsides to the spike protein injections, and yet they are being pushed daily from the White House on down.

5) WE SHOULD EDUCATED PEOPLE ABOUT THIS.  Imagine if, over the past year, one quarter the time was spent encouraging people to take Vitamin D (and Zinc, which I have not talked about here) that was spent pushing this mask idiocy, the lockdown/social distancing idiocy, and then the “vaccine” idiocy.

This whole thing is an unconscionable crime for which no honest moral basis can be adduced, even if one were to claim error.  There is no error.  None of this is mistaken.  They know what they are doing.

As I have not stopped saying for some time, and will never stop saying, even when this is all behind us: this whole fucking thing is pure madness.  It is to science and reason roughly what the Medieval Church was when it was burning supposed witches, which is to say women it feared for some reason or other.

Pick your conspiracy, and include following the money.  I would suggest to then follow the power.  Do both, and you get an ugly picture: a landscape strewn with the bodies of those who died needlessly, children crying, single mothers slitting their wrists or going insane, people shooting the last dose of fentanyl, hundreds of millions of people’s bellies bloated with hunger, and dying of other diseases.  This is literally on the scale with a global war crime.

 

In the interests of quieting my OCD, I will append the comment that if you do decide to supplement D daily indefinitely, as I do, then please add 300 mg Magnesium.  In my understanding, if the ratio of D/Magnesium gets too far off, it can create issues with calcium metabolization.  You need Magnesium too, though, so this is hardly a problem.

But in my unprofessional opinion based on common sense and gut instinct, you can do without the magnesium for six months or a year with no problem, if that is an added hassle.  Take the D, and keep yourself well.

 

 

I was talking with a guy last night who had been screwed over–on his account–by a large American car manufacturer.  Later we got to talking COVID, and he commented “people just don’t trust the government”.  I inferred he was a mild but not enthusiastic Democrat, not least because in theory Democrats would protect him from what happened to him.

I said “I don’t trust the government.  I don’t trust large corporations.  In fact, I don’t trust people in general, in organized large groups.”

And this mistrust is historically warranted, and very, very warranted at present, where a cabal of large corporations has entered into what amounts to de facto fascistic partnership with Big Government to control the world.  Big Pharma, Big Tech, Big Media: all are trying to buy a government congenial to their greed.  And they got a guy in the White House who has been playing their sort of ball game for a long time, and in my view all his life.  Joe hasn’t changed.  Washington didn’t change him.  He is wired like that.  If he wasn’t engaging in graft in the 1970’s, it’s only because he hadn’t yet learned how to get away with it, and/or he wasn’t worth much to anyone.

Here is what I will contend: the only lasting way to block psychopaths and those consumed by greed without becoming fully insane, is by making sure none of them control too large a part of the pie.  Adam Smith said, in 1776:

People of the same trade seldom meet together, even for merriment and diversion, but the conversation ends in a conspiracy against the public, or in some contrivance to raise prices.

Competition protected by law was his solution.

And it occurred to me this morning that by design our CONSTUTION amounts to the same thing.  Balance of power amounts to a free market competition between all the elements of our government.  By intention, none of them ever gets a large enough share to dominate the rest.  That is why the 10th Amendment is there, to prohibit the Leviathan that the Federal government has become.

If you have one source of power, then you, as a crook who believes strongly in the principles of plutocracy (those with the gold make the rules), have merely to corrupt that one source.  And that is what has happened in the United States.  We retain much residual power in the sundry States, but they Left KNOWS this is a problem, so if they can’t corrupt the system as a whole by undoing the Constitution (such as by packing the court), they are going to try and corrupt the electorate with FACILITATED illegal immigration.  They are already corrupted the elections.  That is obvious.

It’s tiring for me, looking at the ultimate human stupidity of all this.  They are fighting so hard for glass beads, for yachts, and cocaine and hookers, and I think most of all the feeling of IMPORTANCE.  For what?  It lasts a microsecond, and is not even within many orders of magnitude of the best sorts of experience possible to human beings.  It is the creed and code and lust of morons.

As I have said many times, there was no data to back mass mask mandates in April 2020.  What data there was was that cited by the New England Journal of Medicine, which shared in passing, without initially realizing the political consequences, the medical truism that masks don’t help with viruses.  No one had argued otherwise in a long time in the medical community.  It was just in the air, assumed.  That whole article was just trying to decide if wider mask wearing in medical settings made sense.

But people have become ATTACHED to masks.

Here is a exercise for your imagination: what if, instead of recommending universal mask wearing, Fauci had done something which perhaps made sense, which is tell all Americans to consume half a cup of Apple Cider Vinegar a day.  Lots of people swear by the stuff.

I don’t have the faintest idea if it would help or not, but masks clearly haven’t.  The best that can be said is that in conditions of slow spread, they seem to slow it a LITTLE, at least in some populations.  In conditions of fast spread, there is no measurable effect.

But nobody in the press is talking about this.  Nobody cares.

Now, if the chosen bullshit nostrum had been Apple Cider Vinegar, nobody is getting addicted to that shit.  And you drink it–or SAY you drank it–at home.

Go into the office and your boss asks you “did you take your apple cider vinegar?”   You answer “sure thing, boss”, even though you had a shot of vodka.  It gets added to the list of questions you have to answer.  You answer yes or no, as appropriate, even though you had a slice of cold pizza for breakfast with a root beer.

My point is that masks are PUBLIC.  They are visible.  They are a way that people have been taught to say they don’t want grandma to die.  They are ALMOST like an act of heroic sacrifice.  They are ALMOST like running into a burning building.  You never know, you just don’t, whose life you may save by wearing one.

Private remedies–even good ones like Vitamin D and Zinc–have nothing like the same potential for teaching rote conformity, and for rewarding it as a virtuous, selfless act, of the sort people really DO want to undertake, but which they usually don’t.  Why?  Well, because they don’t.  How the hell should I know?

A private remedy would have been embraced by some, and forgotten and ignored by most.  That is why I see no way not to see this whole shit show as psychological manipulation that by and large has been working.  I personally have worn a mask maybe twice in the last six months, both times for work.

I think there is a good point here, but I’m not entirely sure I’ve made it.  I’ll throw it against the wall and let you decide if it is dry pasta, or cooked pasta.

Dogs like crates/cages, if they are the right size, and if they grow up with them.  They seem to feel cozy to them.  And dogs like being trained and taught how to do exactly what their human masters want them to do.

Likewise, most people seem to be more comfortable living in small places, like a “polis”–however understood where it happens to be–of AT MOST 10,000 people.  That is the upper limit, and for most a few hundred is enough.

In our minds, we are most comfortable living in a small ideational world.  We have a mythos, and understanding of God–or in the case of Communists, a rejection of God–and we do this on that day, and that on the other.  This is acceptable, this is not.  This is sacred, this we don’t care about.  The details vary, but the rough container seems necessary on some level for all of us.

Spirituality, as I am conceiving, starts in chaos.  We have no rules, no Law, no sacred.  So we, as humans, create it.  That ends an immediate existential emergency.  And we learn to live inside our creation.  This is good.

But then we become ATTACHED to our creation.  We are sticky beings, capable of both order and disorder, harmony and anarchy, and even if we like to cross over the lines into the darkness (or light) we tend to want to come back to some home.

Satanism–and I will note that there are very open Satanic churches working actively to become politically relevant–is perhaps the order following a descent into darkness.  A descent is still movement, isn’t it?  We work hard to get stuck, then we get frustrated from an inability to move.

It’s always some fucking thing with humanity, isn’t it?

But communing with darkness is a movement.  It is simply one which will sooner or later strangle those doing it.

In my view, the chaos led to order, but the next step is to move beyond the artificial order we created for ourselves–and here we differ from dogs–and which consists mostly in projections and partial lies about reality, into the universe as it “really exists”, if such a thing can be said.  I don’t know.  Maybe it IS all mind, and consists in whatever ideas come to us.  But where do they come from?

It gets deep quickly.  I think to the extent a “reality” can be spoken of, it is the reality that can’t be spoken of.  Some Chinese fellow may have spoken of that, while he hitchhiked his way to Tibet.

But always there is this toggling between order and disorder.  Walking, as I have noted, is literally a physical example of balance and imbalance.  Walking in some respects is a series of controlled falls.

Think, though, of the samurai, whose life was inextricably intertwined with their master.  Were they not dogs of a sort, in the good way?  If their master was killed, they were expected to commit seppuku, or so I understand Bushido. If they did not, they became Ronin.

Many of us–myself included–look on this with a combination of admiration and horror.  It can be both.  That is one way to live, and a very simple one.  The path of that sort of warrior is simple.

And that point has been made in several modern movies, such as Le Samourai, and Ghost Dog, in both of which cases the “samurai”, in learning their master has betrayed them, has their master directly or indirectly kill them.

And The Last Samurai has a romantic appeal, doesn’t it?

Think of freedom as the walls close in, and what it means to you.  What is the point of it?  What is its value for you, in your life?  It may be to protect your particular form of obedience.  That is worth something.

And it seems to me that we all need to develop a sense of the sacred for us, of the inviolable.  Through this is the path beyond the sacred, and I think ONLY through this.

Even Satanists must take some things as sacred, which may include the necessity of sacrilege.  Morphologically, it is the same, merely an inversion.

Knowledge may not always be power, but it’s always vastly more powerful than ignorance.

Contrast this with praying to Goddess the Mother.

I have a degree in what I will call Comparative Religion.  It’s not surprising to me that the new chaplain–I think it is–at the Harvard Divinity School is an atheist.  When I was at Chicago one of the professors, Paul Griffiths–one of the smartest men I have ever met–delivered a sermon titled something like “Should we abolish the Divinity School?  And he was completely serious.  His story is interesting, but I won’t tell it here.

We were taught to analyze–to break down into its constituent parts, as a sort of cultural anatomy–religion: sociologically, anthropologically and of course psychoanalytically, with Freud, but not Jung, continuing to be a popular tool.

Durkheim taught one thing, Freud another, Levi-Strauss another, but all of them tended to view religion in any terms but those in which the people themselves did.  They viewed religion (Levi-Strauss possible excepted, since I just don’t remember much about him) as illusion.  As a fantasy.  It was a collective hallucination, brought on by social and individual emotional needs which it served to meet.

Here is what I will suggest: clearly, emotional and social factors affect what we see and feel.  There is no need to deny this.  That does not however then logically mean there is no referent to “God”.  It simply means we are projecting onto something subtle but real our own hopes and fears; and, of course, that the IDEA of God can and has been used by people who may have been, and who may as well have been, atheists, for purposes of power and influence and everything else that goes with them.

In our own lives, though, think about it: who gives you nearly everything you need, physically and emotionally, for at least the first 5 years of your life?  Who is the giver and taker, the primary emotional reality which occupies most moments of most days?  The mother, obviously.

And as one of those sex writers commented (it was Erica Jong or Anais Nin), we all live in the womb of a mother.  We call come from a woman.  All of us.  No exceptions.  We were in there.  Inside a woman.

We pray to God the Father since, in male dominated culture, men make the decisions.  You are beseeching a King on your knees, with both hope and fear, and not a loving mother who is happy to feed you.  Is that not an interesting thing to observe?

I think the commentators who view, particularly, most of the Old Testament as the attribution to God of very human traits, are on solid ground.  Most of it says more about the writers than any really real force out there.  But some of it is still beautiful and useful.  It’s not either/or.

 

Interviewer: “The best way for me to prevent getting an infectious disease is …to wear a mask?”

Fauci (2019): “Ha no no. You avoid the paranoid aspects…A. Good diet B. You don’t smoke..You don’t drink..Get good exercise..Get good sleep—healthy things” pic.twitter.com/gzjxywFSKH

— Jessica O’Donnell 🏈 (@heckyessica) September 14, 2021

“You avoid all the paranoid aspects and do something positive. . .  The normal low tech healthy things are the best things you can do.”

This is common sense, isn’t it?  Obvious?  Where, I will ask for the hundredth time, is the recommendation to get Vitamin D sufficient?  I have not researched this in depth, but I think that was the main reason the Finns did so well, with roughly one tenth the death of the United States, without–in my understanding–wearing masks or doing hard long term lockdowns.

Everyone who has an ounce of sense knows Fauci has been bought, perhaps by multiple bidders, who are fighting in the shadows as to what they want him to do next, but based on me seeing people wearing masks STILL, who don’t have to–I am still seeing them walking alone in open air, sitting alone in cars, and for me personally, wearing them anywhere for any reason is still ridiculous–some people have not gotten the message.

What you should take away from this video from 2019, is that Fauci said essentially the same thing in March of 2020.  In April of 2020 he said, more or less, “oh no, I didn’t mean that.  I was just trying to make sure all the health care workers got masks by preventing a run on them.  Now that the supply is back up, every fucking human being on the planet should wear masks fucking everywhere, and probably forever, unless the quarter comes up heads the next time I flip it.”

April 2020 was a lie.  If you doubt this, then tell me why 2019 Fauci matched March 2020 Fauci so well, and both of whom modelled perfectly common sense and medicine as it has been practiced for many many years, in which doctors are taught that masks do something so close to nothing with respect to viruses, that they should be discarded outright as a tool for ACTUAL disease control.  Their only role is manipulating perceptions.  But asking a world to play pretend is a crime in itself, not least when you consider that the rate of disease spread is not being affected in any meaningful way, and that YOU CREATED THE FEAR you are now trying to manage.

No, this is the largest organized crime (and it is a heist, of money in the form of hundreds of billions siphoned off from the two “stimuluses”, or whatever they called them; and of wealth in the form of bankrupt businesses bought up for cheap or eliminated as competitors) in human history.

It is global in scale, highly coordinated and organized, and utterly disgusting and contemptible.  I literally, no exaggeration, believe what Fauci has done warrants a firing squad.  The suicides, the emotional misery, the childhoods destroyed, the famines and hunger, the desperation, the destruction of communities: not one person we have ever executed in this country has killed or tortured a fraction the number of people Anthony Fauci has, with his willful and very conscious lies.

I really don’t think anyone could do what he has done without being a full blown psychopath.