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Korea, and rumors of wars

This North Korea thing has me a bit worried.  It does not appear North Korea ICBM’s are equal to the task of reaching the continental United States, but Tower 7 was not hit with its plane, either, and it still collapsed, and no one in power said a word. Stating obvious truths like “47 story skyscrapers do not collapse because the curtains are on fire” has been left to people like Ed Asner, who are otherwise on the political fringe.

There would be nothing to stop the willing and able to plant a false flag nuke in Los Angeles harbor, or San Francisco harbor, and making sure it is said to be delivered by a “previously undetected North Korean submarine capability”.  Such an attack would cause financial and economic dislocation far, far beyond the area directly affected.  It would allow the DHS to put to use its fleet of counterinsurgency vehicles, and its contingency plans for prison camps built purportedly to hold internal refugees.  They would deputize normal military units.

Such units need to refuse the orders of the DHS.  There is nothing in the Constitution for it, and this plainly seems to be a method developed specifically to get around the very real patriotism felt by ordinary military units, but which need not be felt by large segments of this very new agency, which may have been seeded from the start with traitors.  It is impossible to know, but the very real transgressions they have already committed all around the country against the rule of law are legion and well documented.  I have in mind things like stopping buses at random and searching the passengers; or what the TSA does every day.

Still, this morning I felt strangely calm.  Christ said “always wars, and rumors of wars.”.  Last night I had a number of interesting dreams, one of which was being placed in Europe in the Napoleonic era, getting ready for another round of war.  I was looking at where the commanders were in the coming battle, and looking at all the civilian houses all around, and realizing how brutal war must have been for the non-combatants.

When thousands of soldiers are dying, who cares about the women raped by marauding soldiers?  Who cares about the livestock stolen, and the people who starve to death?

When I was at Gettysburg, our guide was pointing out houses that had been at the original battle that were still there.  At one, he said the owner got back to find his yard filled with hundreds of rotting animals, all of which had to be buried.  And much of the early battle was literally house to house, room to room in Gettysburg.  The civilians had nowhere to go.

As I begin to get under the fear in me, I can look at it from underneath it, and I see that the past is a myth.  Who you think you are, or were, and everything in times past is gone.  It was entered into your mind–individual or transpersonal–in a way which was already transmuted, transfigured, both more and less true than what actually happened.

We cannot trust the past.  What we can realize is that the chains of fear can be released here, now.  Certainly in our current condition of peace, but even more generally in the face of any obstacle, calm is an option.  When you anticipate, in other than a prudent, abstract way, you also create myth, don’t you?  You create stories which cause reactions in you that constitute real pain, of anxiety, fear, tension, reduced physical capability, decreased mental capability.

Slowly, I am letting all this go.  I of course have no more idea than anyone else what the future brings, but outside of basic prudence, I am going to let my fear go.

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Sam’s Speech

I’ve taken solace in this excellent speech from time to time.  We all need a shot in the arm at times.  The first link to it I clicked on comments had been disabled due to teenage psychopaths mocking the sentiments expressed here.  Then the preview was for a serial killer series, in which young girls were murdered, and fed to other young girls. 

We need stronger and stronger shocks, it seems.

How do we return, not just to a functioning economy, but to a functioning society?  When our children are fed twisted and sick images and ideas virtually from childhood?

The oldest daughter of a friend of mine who watches a lot of horror movies LAUGHED the first time she saw the Exorcist.  What are we becoming?

As I mentioned a few posts ago, I watched 21 Jump Street two weeks ago (and was gratified that both of my kids thought it was stupid), and it vaguely traumatized me–not, of course due to content, but because the thing was filled with brain crushing stupidity, vulgarity, and a complete lack of thematic consistency.  I felt myself getting dumber, less empathetic, more aggressive, and more alienated, watching this movie.

Now, I am an adult.  I can of course compensate for those feelings, but one of my skills, I think, is looking into the emotional core of things.  This movie is very popular, I am told, in the young teen crowd, roughly 12-17.  It talks about oral sex often, uses constant crude sexual imagery, portrays parents as irresponsible adolescents, and even invokes the “1%”, which in the real world is Obama and his super-elite banking patrons, but here is a motorcycle gang we are somehow supposed to hate because they deal drugs.

As I meditate, sit in silence, process, these images keep coming up, because nothing MAKES SENSE.  There is no latent social order.  There is no moral activation, or call to goodness.  There is nothing in there which would shape a young mind to do good, or find value in anything but evanescent and sybaritic pleasures.  It is decadent, in other words, and those souls unfortunate enough to fully imbibe this brew will in short order find themselves profoundly confused, depressed, and alone, even if they surround themselves with people.  This is a malady you cover up, but do not fix, with incessant texting and Twittering.

I will add that, for myself, I have reached my emotional core, and found fear, great fear, unreasoning fear.  It is hard to look oneself emotionally in the eye, to see the darkness, to let negativity flow over you.

These worries of mine, about cultural decadence, are simultaneously valid, in my view, AND indicative of a habit I developed when I was still in my infancy, as a condition of survival.

I am done with this fear.  It is going to hard for me, for a time, as I sit still and watch it sweep over me, and as I AMPLIFY it, which is how you fix it.  But it clear to me something is on the other side, and I want it.

We need leaders.  Leaders are those willing to go where they have never been, to go where no one can lead them, to find new things, new paths, new knowledge, and bring it back, knowing full well their best work may win them nothing but scorn and obscurity.  Still, such work is what makes life interesting.

Paradoxically, that last paragraph made me smile.  I feel better now.  I don’t know why, but hell, there it is.